mybeautifulrescue

hey, im peyton(:

first off thank you! okay so i dated this kid paul like 4 years ago and he was my first real boyfriend and i can honestly say i loved him but it ended badly and i was very hurt when it did and i still dont know if im over it. and i am currently in a "friends with benefits" situation with my friend kevin. we both have feelings for each other and we used to go out but right now he doesnt want a relationship and i have no clue what i want. either way we arent exclusive but we usually dont hook up with other people. so last night i was at a party and all of the sudden paul came up and started talking to me and we danced for a while and then went outside to talk more but i knew he was trying to hook up with me and i was so stunned from actually talking to him that i said i couldnt and walked away. and then my friend kyle started yelling at him to get away because he thought he did something to me. idk how im feeling now its so confusing because all of those feelings just came rushing back. and then later in the night i was hanging out with kevin and everything just comes to naturally with him idk if im just being used by kevin but i guess im doing the same thing to him. either was any advice, idk if i should try talking to paul or just ignore that the situation even happened. and idk why he would do that in the first place i mean we DO NOT talk at all!

yess thank you!

first off thank you! okay so i dated this kid paul like 4 years ago and he was my first real boyfriend and i can honestly say i loved him but it ended badly and i was very hurt when it did and i still dont know if im over it. and i am currently in a "friends with benefits" situation with my friend kevin. we both have feelings for each other and we used to go out but right now he doesnt want a relationship and i have no clue what i want. either way we arent exclusive but we usually dont hook up with other people. so last night i was at a party and all of the sudden paul came up and started talking to me and we danced for a while and then went outside to talk more but i knew he was trying to hook up with me and i was so stunned from actually talking to him that i said i couldnt and walked away. and then my friend kyle started yelling at him to get away because he thought he did something to me. idk how im feeling now its so confusing because all of those feelings just came rushing back. and then later in the night i was hanging out with kevin and everything just comes to naturally with him idk if im just being used by kevin but i guess im doing the same thing to him. either was any advice, idk if i should try talking to paul or just ignore that the situation even happened. and idk why he would do that in the first place i mean we DO NOT talk at all!

first off thank you! okay so i dated this kid paul like 4 years ago and he was my first real boyfriend and i can honestly say i loved him but it ended badly and i was very hurt when it did and i still dont know if im over it. and i am currently in a "friends with benefits" situation with my friend kevin. we both have feelings for each other and we used to go out but right now he doesnt want a relationship and i have no clue what i want. either way we arent exclusive but we usually dont hook up with other people. so last night i was at a party and all of the sudden paul came up and started talking to me and we danced for a while and then went outside to talk more but i knew he was trying to hook up with me and i was so stunned from actually talking to him that i said i couldnt and walked away. and then my friend kyle started yelling at him to get away because he thought he did something to me. idk how im feeling now its so confusing because all of those feelings just came rushing back. and then later in the night i was hanging out with kevin and everything just comes to naturally with him idk if im just being used by kevin but i guess im doing the same thing to him. either was any advice, idk if i should try talking to paul or just ignore that the situation even happened. and idk why he would do that in the first place i mean we DO NOT talk at all!

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i dont :(

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