myfirstkisswasbeautifulwithu
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me and my
boyfriend have been going out for nine months! i love him so
muchh and everyone says were superrr cute, you can see a lot of
my quotes are about himmm and...
i want some
suggestions on songs that could be oursss
we both love country music but other types are cool
too
<33333
stop trying to convince yourself i'm
okay
im
not
me: ya thats it. im fat. im fat. im fat .im ugly. i hate this . just let me cry by myself.
so im gunna keep tryin to be more
7th - 12th grade love. ♥
Since you have read this, you will be told good news tonight.
If you don't repost this, your worst week starts now
he told me to stop throwing up and he told me to eat
so i did
but the thoughhts are more haunting then ever and i cant take the constant tourture my mind gives me
your fat and ugly and no one wants to see you theey all notice that ur pants are to tight and when you sit down your stamache looks huge your face is discusting and i dont get why hers is so clear why cant i have that, her jeans are a size zero...im a six.
i do my makeup without my contacts in because i dont wanna havta look at my face for that long
i wear sweatshirts over my tops cause i cant stand it when i look down and have to see my fat stomache
at cheerleading im the biggest
last night my mom said i'd be the chubiest cheerleader if i kept eating like this
but i ate even more cause it made the sick feeling go away
i wish i could throw up but everytime i try i think of what he would say and i sit fighting the urge on the bathroom floor for a little until it passes
i just want to be pretty
i wanna fit into all my friends clothes and i wanna be able to wear a bikkini this summer without haveing to go sit in my room crying before i can come out and get in the pool
i wanna be normal
i wanna stop crying
but i really cant
i hate walking down the hallway
i have to see them
the other girls
there all so pretty
and eachone of them has what i dont
&somehow i can hear his smile over the
phone .
and i know i'm doing something right
funny isn't it
how i never seem to learn from our
mistakes .
i keep trying
to press rewind
but its stuck on
pause