mylife_101

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Joined: June 8, 2011
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Location: sunshine state
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C O N F E S S I O N ;
I over think everything to much. It's gets me into so many fights with the guy I'm in love with. But I'm happy that he puts up with my bitchyness and swears he will marry me as soon as I'm of age.

I'm serious when I tell you I have no friends that I actually believe would
be there for me if I needed them.


One walked out me the first time I cut, but she said she would always be there for me.
Another lives in another state and doesn't return my texts.
And another was my ex-boyfriend.. he has to  many friends to be there for me anymore.. but he used be the only one who was there for me & I was the only one who was ever there for him.

I need a real friend..


C O N F E S S I O N ;
I am afraid to say I love you to my new boyfriend , because I am still inlove with my ex-boyfriend.

My Teenage Life.
chapter 2 - part 2

There was something wrong. I just knew it. and I was scared shitless.
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I had to get out of school to go see my son. I was so afraid. I raised my hand asking to go to the bathroom, & of course I was allowed.
I raced out of the room, to my locker for my keys & purse. Then as I was inches from running out the front door to the parking lot. When the principle walked by " Where are you going Nicolette?"
"Hello Principle Riley. I have an emergency with Mark at the daycare. I need to leave. Now."
"You know you can't leave whenever you want  just because you have a baby Nicolette. Your lucky we even let you stay here while you were pregnant with somewhat special treatment, you can not just leave now."
"But I have to. I have a weird feeling something is wrong with Mark. And I think Danny is involved..."
"Ohmygosh, You should have just said that. Go. But I'm marking you down for absent cause it is only fifth period."
"Thank you so much." I gave him a quick smile & a handshake and ran to my car.
Off to the daycare center.


(sorry it's so short. i'll write some more soon)


C O N F E S S I O N ;
I don't even think I can be myself on witty anymore..

C O N F E S S I O N ;
I am scared .
I keep cutting worse everytime .
The scars are showing more .
Cause I don't have enough braclets .
I am scared I might have to get help...
And I do not want help .
I do not want to go to a mental hospital .
My friend had to.
But It is so so so so hard to stop cutting .
FML .

My Teenage Life
 will be continuing soon.
I am in the middle of moving so I can't write right now.
As soon as I am settled into my new house I will right all of Chapter 2 .
Thank you for reading(:


My Teenage Life.
chapter 1 - part 1.

 My name is Nicolette.
And my story starts here.
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Quiet sobs poured into the hallway from my Mother's room as I walked down the hallway from sneaking in. I had just came back from AJ's party.  My curfew was 1 am and it was 3:30 am. My mom didn't really care. It's not like things could get any worse around here.
I was going to go in and ask my Mom what was wrong, but I smelt of beer and vodka. So there was not any chance I would be finding out why she was crying. I tiptoed down the hall, careful not to wake Mark. But just to my luck as I was opening my bedroom door it squeaked and Mark's door quickly followed open to the squeak.
"Mommy ?" Mark whispered with that adorable 2 year old voice .
" Yes, sweety ? " ( I could not believe my baby boy was 2 already. ) Then I remembered the booze still smelt on me , I  quickly slipped on AJ's sweatshirt.
" You get me warm milk, pwease ? " he shot me an adorable pleading look, that I saw so often.
" Of course, go lay in bed. I'll be up in a minute with your milk" Mark smiled at me and shut his door then layed back in bed.
" Close one .." I whispered under my breath as I opened the door to my room. I put my bag on my bed , my cell phone on the charger and changed into one of Dad's old T-shirts that was just a little to big for me. I used to drown in them when I was little . Now they almost fit me.

Flashback.
(not really a flashback I just had to explain stuff)
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My dad died two years ago of cancer . It had to be one of the hardest times in my Mother's life and mine. Condersiring I had just gave birth to My baby. I was just 14 when my Dad died, and Mark was 10 months old . I think it was hardest on my Mom though. She had to take care of me and help with Mark till I was old enough tot take care of him on my own.

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I threw my long blonde hair with a layer of hot pink underneath up into a messy bun on the top of my head and went down stairs to get my son some warm milk then put him back to bed.




 [tell me how you like it and if i should continue ? ♥]