Im just a girl looking for a way out, yeah i have some issues but please dont judge .. i have a tougher life then it seems
type 1 diabetes
divorced parents
*he* doesnt even think im pretty
i got into a fight with my best friends last year .. and i hate to admit it , but i miss them
even though i love my friends now. ... i miss my old friends </3
dont ask me who i am im not telling
please dont hate
please dont judge either
everyone has a story
so before you say a word,
walk a mile in their shoes...
So my friend, well she cuts herself.
What my friends don't know, is
that I do too. She decided to tell people
she does. I refuse too. I feel like
she does it for attention. Well I
know what it's like to feel the pain.
And I have no idea why she wants to
tell us. If I knew my friends knew.
Well, I don't even know what I'd
do. That's the last thing I want to
happen. I cut because I feel pain.
I cut because it's the best way to get
rid of the other pain. I cut because
it's my little secret. No one knows.
It makes me feel good. It helps
me get through the day. Why
is she so open about it?
WHY?
Sometimes I feel like she doesn't really know what it's
like to feel pain.
She has an amazing boyfriend. Great friends. Great parents. And I
would know.
I'm always there. She complains to me. Meanwhile I'm not
sure how much
I trust her. I'm not sure how much i trust anybody
anymore.
Sorry, vent. :/
I see quotes saying things like
"why not me"
"I deserved to be loved"
"He probably doesn't even know who I am"
and I just think wow.
That's not love
Love is taking chances
Love is going after it
Not waiting for it to come to you
If you love someone or even like them let them know
So that way you'll have a chance
Go after it
If *she* gets him she went after him
*She* didn't sit in her room praying for him to go up to
her
*She* went up to him.
Therefore *she* deserved him.
<3