mylifeinwords

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Im just a girl looking for a way out, yeah i have some issues but please dont judge .. i have a tougher life then it seems 
type 1 diabetes
divorced parents
*he* doesnt even think im pretty
i got into a fight with my best friends last year .. and i hate to admit it , but i miss them 
even though i love my friends now. ... i miss my old friends </3
dont ask me who i am im not telling
please dont hate
please dont judge either
everyone has a story
so before you say a word,
walk a mile in their shoes...

Quotes by mylifeinwords

I lied. I am truly, utterly,
without a doubt inlove with 
youand guess what? 
your still just my 
"bestfriendbecause 
i refuse to be 
embarrassed like 
that again. by
 EVERYONE.


 

its taking everything inside of me not to pick up the knife i dont know how much longer i can take the pressure 


i always break under pressure 


Save the dram
for the stage.

So my friend, well she cuts herself.
What my friends don't know, is
that I do too. She decided to tell people
she does. I refuse too. I feel like
she does it for attention. Well I 
know what it's like to feel the pain.
And I have no idea why she wants to
tell us. If I knew my friends knew.
Well, I don't even know what I'd
do. That's the last thing I want to
happen. I cut because I feel pain.
I cut because it's the best way to get
rid of the other pain. I cut because
it's my little secret. No one knows.
It makes me feel good. It helps
me get through the day. Why
is she so open about it? 


WHY?



Sometimes I feel like she doesn't really know what it's like to feel pain.
She has an amazing boyfriend. Great friends. Great parents. And I would know.
I'm always there. She complains to me. Meanwhile I'm not sure how much
I trust her. I'm not sure how much i trust anybody anymore. 


 

Sorry, vent. :/

News Flash :
Wearing Converse doesn't make you original
being yourself, is what makes you 
original . 

Series?

i think the reason half of middle school/high school relationships dont work is because people get "your hot" and "i like you" confused... 
dont you hate that sick feeling you get in your stomach, the one after you do something you wish you didnt? ....yeah me too.
The other day my friend Kerri texted me this while I was complaining to her about my crush a.k.a. her ex. :

"the one promise i can make you is one day you'll find someone perfect, it might not be dan or maybe it is but there's a guy out there who feels the same way about you that you feel about dan
you're right this is pretty sappy"



the next morning her brother passed away ; I will always remember how you helped me through something before your life changed forever <3


I love you Kerri forever and always ♥



R.I.P. Franco ♥

I see quotes saying things like
"why not me"
"I deserved to be loved"
"He probably doesn't even know who I am"
and I just think wow.
That's not love
Love is taking chances
Love is going after it
Not waiting for it to come to you
If you love someone or even like them let them know
So that way you'll have a chance
Go after it 
If *she* gets him she went after him
*She* didn't sit in her room praying for him to go up to her
*She* went up to him.
Therefore *she* deserved him.
<3

*accidentally* bringing his sweatshirt home

<3