but i
have to let go. ive learned that whatever is meant to be,
will eventually be, so i can't really force it to
happen - if in the end, fate will make it happen. ive tried
to force it, but that didn't really work, so im just...
over it. im over me talking to you and you ignoring me. im
over getting jealous when i see you with any girl. im over
talking about you, thinking about you, wishing to be by
your side - when that wish never actually came true. so
whats the point? im over dedicating songs to you, im over
writing cute statuses about you. im over not getting the
reply i wanted to get. im over crying and crying day after
day, night after night, 3am, still up, crying my eyes out,
silent tears.. i didnt make much sound, i covered my eyes
with my hands and shut my eyes, i saw you in my head... you
were drifting away... i couldn't take it. i moved my
hand and felt wetness, i stared at my hand... full of
tears. now i dont know about anybody else, but when i cry
with my eyes closed... those are true tears. tears of pain,
confusion, and a broken heart. i know you didn't really
mean for any of this to happen, neither did i. im over it
all. except for a few things... when you didnt say
"ily" or "i luv u". you said "i
love you..." when i asked if you remembered me, and
you said "of course how could i forget that cute
face..." when we shared an eye connection at the
beach, either of us looked away, i smiled and you smiled
back. when we would stay up until 2am just talking to
eachother... when i was struggling in school and you gave
me the confidence to improve by saying "get better for
me..". im over a lot of things, but for you, i'd
still do anything. because i unconditionally love
you