mysecretfilesofbeingateen

Status: Can't wait to turn 16!
Joined: August 9, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: June 26
user id: 323932
Gender: F
Well... looks like you somehow stumbled onto my profile. I don't always follow back, and I defintaly don't follow back if you leave a comment or make a quote saying "follow for a follow" or anything like that. I'm not perfect, and I don't want to be. I guess you should know I am 15, a female, and I am in love with my clarinet and ipod. I listen to every type if music...

3 months later...
oh my gosh.... *so embarassed*  well.... okay.  I totally think you should read Pride and Prejucice and Zombies.  Like, totally.  K'bye!  :) 

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Dear Mom,
I'm just not ready to be a teenager.
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Hes the boy who looks in my eyes every time he sees me.
He's the boy who makes me feel well if I'm feeling sick.
he makes me lose my pain
He makes me smile
He understands me.
He is perfect.
But since he had to switch out of a class,
We have no more classes together.
we never talk.
... but there's something in his eyes every time I see him.
I cant tell if I want to go up to him and talk,
or turn and run away, just like all the times before.
I made a promise to myself when I was younger:
That I would never become a self centered, boy crazy, horrid teenager.
And since that day I have been training to stop that.
And it has worked... to an extent.
I am not boy-crazy, but I do get crushes.
I am not completely self centered, but since I am a quieter person,
I need time to myself everynow and again.
I am not a horrid teenager; I help my family out as much as I can,
But sometimes between school and them I am too stressed.
Ew. I have a two page paper and a 3-5 page paper.
Due tomorrow. And nothing done.
This is why we don't procrastinate, people.
Just. Stop.
Shut up. I'm tired of you blabbing at me day in and day out!
I just want to hit you as hard as possible to make you be quiet!
But then I remember...
I wouldn't be able to do anything.
No! Stop planting thoughts!
"Guys! Help! My brain has lost its mind!"
"Why'd you do that?"
"Because... I love you."


Teen Wolf
My mom predicted that I would be wanting to go hang out with my friends more and more when I turned 15.
Well... the opposite has happened.
I think my little brother is having his first man-period. Draco style.
Direct quote: "...Or I'm telling Dad!!!"
I need some time to heal. Not physically. Mentally. If I don't get it... I fear that I might have to heal physically, as well. But everyone is wrapped up in their own little world. I am too busy making sure they don't fall apart. I can stop myself from going to far. I know how to fix myself. Not permanently, but I keep repairing myself, so I can find the real cure someday. But if everyone else falls to pieces while I step away... I cant. And they don't even realize how I feel like I have to stretch over them and pull them together. It weakens me. And eventually... They learn some of it. Every now and then. then they forget. They don't try. All I need is for someone to hold on to me, keep me together, just like I do for them.
They say fake it til you make it! Right?
Well, what if I cant stop faking it?
Everything is perfect on the outside.
On the inside, its a war zone.
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