Hes the boy who looks in my eyes every time he sees me.
He's the boy who makes me feel well if I'm feeling sick.
he makes me lose my pain
He makes me smile
He understands me.
He is perfect.
But since he had to switch out of a class,
We have no more classes together.
we never talk.
... but there's something in his eyes every time I see him.
I cant tell if I want to go up to him and talk,
or turn and run away, just like all the times before.
I made a promise to myself when I was younger:
That I would never become a self centered, boy crazy, horrid
teenager.
And since that day I have been training to stop that.
And it has worked... to an extent.
I am not boy-crazy, but I do get crushes.
I am not completely self centered, but since I am a quieter
person,
I need time to myself everynow and again.
I am not a horrid teenager; I help my family out as much as I
can,
But sometimes between school and them I am too stressed.