naomiwilkinsxo

dear diary..
 

25 days ago..
remember when i told you i was being sent in to a clinic, because of my self-harming?
it's going okay. i've been feeling better.
i've had those days when i feel like dying, but i've actually got through that time.
i know i have another month, but i feel as though i'm a different person already.
share some love and support again?
thank you(:
-naomi x x x


 

this'll get ignored because it's not pretty and smart.

so my parents found my scars on my body, and they think i've ruined my life.
so their taking me to a clinic where i'll be there for 2 months to be fed food.
but the thing is, i told them i'd stop for them but they DON'T listen to me.
any way yeah..

leave some love and support for me please?

 

dear matt,
you know what?
i'm sorry for being me, the person who you lost.
infact, you're the boy who was the love of my life,
until i lost you to cancer.
being the idiot i was, i left you; not realising you'd leave me.
you left me heartbroken. i was stupid to erase those messages.
those messages you sent me, about how you wished we were;
together again..
i miss you, i miss your laughs, your stupidness, your face, your personality.
if only i could have you back..
-naomi..
 

holding a childs hand in town, and getting strange looks


from people..