nerdgirl11

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.
And we are so fragile, And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just, Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.
-Ingrid Michaelson

I feel like I'm pushing all of my friends away without even trying. They are all either intentionally avoiding me, slowly giving up on me, or just plain leaving. I don't understand why this is happening; what did I do to make them give up on me? I feel lonely enough in this world, but now I'm left with people who are my "friends" and yet know absolutely nothing about me. I used to think that I had good choices in friends, ones who wouldn't abandon me, but now I'm really not sure.

Why must the world hurt so many people? Nobody's perfect, so why does society think it's okay to tell people how to look? People are hurting because society is so harmful to everyone that doesn't fit their insane standards. I hope they're happy.

There's a wall between me and the rest of the world and I feel like I'm watching everyting go on while no one cares enough to look past the wall to see what's really behind it.

WHO AM I?

I hate this uncertainty of not knowing if you are still going to be there tomorrow or if something pushed you over the edge.
It terrifies me to not know if I'll ever see you again.
You always seem so upbeat and cheery, but I know the truth and the truth scares me to death.
I know the real you.
Please.
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That awkward moment when
x=9x
 

S: [tells story about her crush]
Best friend: Awwww, that's so cute... I know where he lives

 

Yep, she's a keeper