i need help
For the past few weeks, when ever i
acctually sleep (which i hardly do) i
have been having weird dreams...the same one acctually.
everytime, it
is during the school day, during 3rd hour.
i get called to the office.
"Mrs. Opfer, can you please have Nicole come to
the office?" "Sure thing!"
I come to the office, and they are
sitting there very depressed look. "Whats up?" i say casually. they give me a look
and say, "nicole, your dad was in a car
crash. he passed away. with your family living out of the state
and your mom out of towm, you have to stay at school
today ok? you can go home with a friend" i go back to class
and cry and cry and cry and cry forever. i walk home with my
friend michael, and spend the night there. I
dont come to skool the next
day, because ill be to depressed. i stay at home with
michael. when i come back to school,
everyone knows. people make fun of me for spending the night at
michaels for 3 days, and they say it
sux for me about dad. they laff. i cry. i cut. after i cut myself, i start
bleeding out. im about to die. i can feel the relief,
and then BAM i wake
up.
i dont no what this means, or why i have had this same
dream for the past 3 week. please help