nessa_bug333

Just because I don't paint my emotions out like the f**king Mona Lisa doesn't mean they're too awful hard to figure out.
It doesn't mean that I'm as cold inside as you are,
though it seems that's how you've made me.
I honestly can't take this anymore.
I can't take YOU anymore.
It's driving me nuts, thinking we can be alright for even a few hours.
But I say something and you go off again.
Tell me to leave again.
I'm sick of it all.
I'm sick of life,
and all of my joyful problems.
Too many times I've sat and went over, and over, and over again
in my head on how I could end it.
Sometimes I forget why I don't.

Helloooooooooo there![=
Ok sooo my parents split up a few months ago, and my brother my mother and I had been living with my grandparents. Like a week ago we moved into the projects.
I've had to do this and I've had to be that and I havent had time to be me lately.
My dad and I stood in the kitchen crying last night.
He walked up and hugged me and he said Just tell me you love me, thats all that matters is that you love me.
He went on and told me I was the strongest person he knew. That I'm the rock of the whole family. He stood there and looked me in the eyes and told me how much he loved me and cried and said please dont be mad at me. I know I'm an a**hole, but please. 
No one will ever understand what that meant to me....

If I was just sitting here, crying, and randomly wondered what would run through every one's heads if someone came home and saw me hanging from the ceiling,
would you say that's a problem?
:3

Babe I love you with all my heart and I promise you'll make it through this I'll be here for all of it <3

proud to say my boyfriend is also my best friend<333
(besides picklesandicecream13)

when there's no where left to turn,
you've come to a dead end......

that moment when you cant tell the difference between being in love or just love stuck;
the lines are blurred, but you dont care. cuz you're happy....finally....happy.

i hate it when people say "i wouldnt if i were you..."
it's like, "oh contrare. for if you were me, you'd be in similar mind state and frame. you'd have my thought process and emotions, ere go you'd TOTALLY do that!!!"

hello witty, sorry i've been gone so long friend<3
my Dad didnt want me to have a witty anymore, thought it was some kind of new social network like facebook. but.....its soooo much more than that, isnt it<3

SKRILLEX<333
js bro[;