nevergrowup89
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Goodnight, Raggedy Man.
Joined: January 9, 2011
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 145362
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Joined: January 9, 2011
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user id: 145362
Gender: F
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It isn't. I just wanted you to know I'm sorry, if you don't accept my apology I understand. I know I hurt you. I wish I could go back and go about it a different way. I hope you find happiness, Jillian, I really do.
Anyways, back to the more serious stuff. I never thought poorly of you. I'm just angry beyond belief, but I know that you are an amazing person who deserves great things that I could never give you. I hope your man can give you everything you need and more, because I know you've literally been to he.ll and back and you deserve amazing things. Things have literally come full circle...I'm now the age you were when we met. It'll almost be three years. And I'm sorry I can't stay in your life, because you really are an amazing person, but I can't do long distance, especially with you, crazy girl :P
I don't want to say love you, but I'll at least say that I care about you a lot and pray that you have a better life down the road than the one you were living when we were together. You'll always have a place in my heart. And now I'm crying so...
I miss you baby.
:P
And this is off topic, but remember that night you took the pain meds and got all loopy? XD
Cersei is like no just no.
I wish we had somewhere to talk besides on here...because I'm tired of *cough* reading.
But yeah I know what you mean.
Oh and I forgot to mention it, but Saturday was a year from our first Facetime. I still remember it clearly...going to Beautiful Creatures and then coming home to an empty house and being so excited. Gah I miss it...
And you remembered my favorite color
But I still was never as good as you and I'll always feel bad for it. I...ugh. I'm not even going to go into it tonight because I'm already in a terrible mood but I know I was horrible to you Holly. You don't even have to deny it.
no one died.
I'm in quite a bad mood this morning so maybe it would cheer me up.
I want to go to Hopkins (it's about an hour from me and has THE best biomed program in the country) but I've also been looking into Northwestern, Penn State, or University of Michigan because they all have good biomedical engineering programs as well. The last two would put me close to you but idk...
See everyone needs a friend/girlfriend like you.