neverjustassume

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My bestfriend is Katie. She's always there for me. She's been there from the start. I have a really good friend, Katelyn. She gets me through EVERYTHING, mostly with guy troubles. I love her to death. My guy bestfriend, tommy. He's amazing, everybody thinks we should date but were not, and its complicated. I have a lot of other friends that I would love to mention but there's just too many <3

So my name is Lauren, I'm in 7th grade, this is my second witty. I love soccer, I love all of my friends. When I'm hurt or sad, you'll know. I'm usually happy, smiling, laughing, being funny or having fun. I love life. People change, I change and you'll love me for who I am or you wont be in my life at all. I'm nice to you as long as your nice to me. I love it when people comment on my page or on my quotes, so please do so if you want to. I love you all, your all beautiful. I promise. :D 

Quotes by neverjustassume




||||The things he says, and the way he says it...makes me believe that he's not like the other guys.||||
 

it's nothing new, just another reason to cut.





She has her head so far up her @ss, she brushes her teeth with toilet paper.




Follow for Follow?
I will actually follow back!


Format by Sandrasaurus




Follow for Follow?
I will actually follow back!


Format by Sandrasaurus

Hii, so this is the first chaphter of my new story. It's called "But Why?" I'll put up other chaphters later, just tell me what you think so far (: ;


But Why? 

       My average day at school is getting pushed around, judged, everyday. Honestly people have no idea how much they hurt me, they don't realize it.
       I have only a handfull of real friends. But I'd say my life is pretty good. I get home, to find my parents fighting. Thats not unusual, its daily almost.
       I'm suprised they haven't gotten divorsed yet, with my luck, they will soon. It breaks my heart. I set my stuff down and start to do my homework.
       I have tons. I suddenly get a text from my bestfriend Katelyn. The text reads "I just met a guy that would be perfect for you. He's Austin's bestfriend. Come over!!" Austin is Katelyn's boyfriend, and Katelyn and Austin both live in my neighborhood. So I walk over to Katelyn's house, to find her and two other guys talking.
        One of those guys, is Austin. He waves. But the other guy? I'm not sure. All I know at this point, is that he's cute.
         I walk over to them and Katelyn introduces me. "Tanner, this is Lauren. She's my bestfriend and Austin knows her pretty well too." Tanner. Thats his name. He smiles at me as I do a short small little wave. Things are silent for about 10 seconds and then Austin and Tanner start talking about football so Katelyn pulls me over to the other side of her driveway, where they boys cant hear us.
         "Lauren you KNOW he's cute. Start talking to him, get to know him. If you don't do anything, I will because I can tell already, that you like him.", Katelyn said.
        I smile a little bit and say, "Well I don't really know him..But I guess..." Katelyn walks me back over to the guys. I'm too shy to even do what Katelyn told me to do. I'm pretty sure that Austin talked to Tanner about getting to know me. I'm also
       completely sure that both of them are trying to hook me and Tanner up. Tanner doesn't seem too shy, he says "So..Lauren, you seem pretty cool. Would it be weird if I asked for your number?
        I know thats sounds creepy but I want to get to know you, Katelyn tells me cool things about you. I play football and I skateboard. You play any sports?"
       I'm shy as hell, as I reply to him by saying "Sure, I'll get your number from Austin or Katelyn and text you later. And that's pretty cool. I play soccer." He smiles and says "Oh okay, and that's awesome. I used to play. Well I got to go, but text me later. And by the way...You're really cute." He picks up his skateboard and hopps on, and rides back to a house thats about 3 doors away from mine.
            What he said,  made my day. I just smile a little bit but I'm screaming with happiness inside. Usually guys don't say that about me. I'm not so popular, and I'm not so pretty. Katelyn says "Mom's calling, I gotta go inside." She kisses and hugs Austin.
           Then Katelyn and Austin both are leaving her driveway as I walk back to my house. As I'm Happy as ever, I realize I have to get to know Tanner before anything happens. I can't make things go by too fast, or I'll just get heartbroken. 


 
Sometimes I realize, 
Forgetting him would make life easier.

 
 
But then I think to myself,  
"Where did we go wrong? Why did he do this to me?" & then the thoughts come back and nothing ever changes.

 



Getting random
compliments from strangers,
best feeling ever.

 
 &It went like this;
I liked him. His name?; Tanner. He liked me back. We dated. He started to love me. I loved him back. We went to the movies. It was THE best night ever. I made mistakes. I broke up with him. I regretted it. I got over it. He didn't. I found a new guy. It didn't work out. Tanner, asked me out again. I said yes. He broke up with me a couple weeks after that. I was okay with it. A couple months after that, I went to the movies with a couple of my friends. In the same theater, watching the same movie as me and my friends, he was there. With his new girlfriend. Being all "couple-ish" with her. It broke my heart, WATCHING them be together. I started to like him again, I missed him. He broke up with his other girl, and told me that he liked me again. Nothing happened. He found a whole new girl again, and dated her. I was heartbroken because he knew I still liked him. I was in love with him by then, wanting him back, regretting everything I did wrong in the first place. I told him how I felt. That other new girl that he was dating, then broke his heart the next day. He started to like me again, so we dated. I was the happiest girl on the planet and I wanted that time to be different, I wanted a really good relationship with him that time. Guess how that worked out? Horrible. He broke up with me. A week later, I sent him a message saying exactly how I felt. He told me that he feels bad, but he doesn't like me. Now here I am, crying. Wanting a time machine. Wanting to go back to the amazing night we had on that first date. I miss him. Where did it go wrong..? 






Is it sad how


I'm getting good at faking smiles?