nevermore

i just thought that i should let you guys know;

that it all takes time, if you [ break up ] and he doesn't
come back at first. wait. if you really love him you
would. and if he really loves you too, he'll be back.
i know that weeks seems like years without him,
and days drag on. but, trust me. when he's back in
your arms it'll be all worth it. maybe he doesn't act like
he still has feelings for you.. but, what's meant to be
will happen. take it from the girl who lost her whole entire
world, and a week dragged on feeling like a whole year,
but he came back, and he's so afraid to let go again.

it was honestly worth every second ♥
 

{we were talking about hanging out, we broke up like a week ago..?}
me: i wish that would actually happen.
him: me too.
me: next year, (we said we'd date again next year, we barely see each other.)
him: or.. soon.
me: you said next year..
him: i know. but i don't know if i can wait.
♥

{today} me: what should i change your contact to? it's still the same.
him: nothing. keep it the same.
me: okay.

*later after we talked all day*

me: i changed your contact..
him: what! why?
me: i added another heart.
him: oh(:

i feel  completely  helpless
i want you back, i really do
but, what's it gonna take to
make you realize that theres
your {ex} standing right over
> here < completely inlove with
you, still? what's it gonna
take to make you realize how
much i miss you &that i only
tell you i don't because i want
to hear you say it first. &when
you say you still love me, i only
say i don't because; i want you to
chase after me. i want you to come
back, and i'm just not sure how
i'm going to get you to.. ♥

Just one look in the mirror

And    I    know    I    don't     look    the    same    being   alone
I don't walk the same without you on my arm, I lost my charm
I don't know how I made it before
Cuz you are my future for sure
And now that it's over I dont know how I'm gonna get by