nevermore21

My mom found the pencilsharpener blade in my bag.

say hello to counseling again.
 

You know the stereotypical popular girl? Who always starts rumors? Well, she came up to me & asked "why do you act like what we say doesnt bother you?" & I told her
"At least I'm entertaining."

I honestly cannot take it anymore. I have to act like it doesn't bother me when it really does. I am so sick of being harassed and listening to the rumors being spread about me. I tried having a good holiday, but my phone, twitter, and facebook were all being blown up by people i have never even talked to in my entire life harassing me. Telling me to slit my wrists some more & just hang myself already. At this point i don't even see why not.

Sometimes I say things that I don't mean to sound stupid.
& when I do the whole class laughs so I kind of laugh with them.
but I honestly hate myself because of how dumb I am.





 

 

You know that feeling you get when you're about to cry? Like you really dont want to but your throat kind of closes up.
You can't breathe. Can't scream. Then when you blink a tear falls
& when you see it, you just break.

yeah. I hate that too.
 

Heads I win,
Tails, you lose.