nevershoutally2169

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Joined: February 28, 2011
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Status; I'm too young to be broken. I'm too young to fall apart.


Hai, I'm Brooke. Most of you know me as Ally. But no. I'm Brooke. Most people judge me way too quickly. Yes, I was fake. But I'm not a bad person. I'm sure if you were as insecure as I am, you'd do it too. Okay, moving on. I'm fifteen. I live in California. Fullerton to be exact. I'm single.. and no, I will not bang you, but thanks for being desperate. I love skating. It's my fucking passion. I've won 4 competitions so far. c:I cannot.. I repeat; CANNOT live without my eyeliner. It's like, life. I fall for guys too easily.. and I end up broken. Music is always there for me; along with this guy. His name is Jase. He picks me up when I'm down, and I love him for that. People don't understand why I am how I am.. well, I can't make you understand, but I can give you a little bit. When I was 11, I liked this guy. His name was Levi. I loved him so much, but  he was 2 years older, and thought I was ugly. I carved his name into my wrist. I felt some sort of comfort in it, so I began cutting. That's when the addiction started. Here I am, at 15, and I still have that addiction. I've been broken 5 times in the past month. I honestly don't really care about anything anymore. I don't care whether or not you hate me. Most people do, anyway. I make wishes at 11:11. They don't come true, but I have .01% of hope left. No big deal. I don't believe in god. If he was real, he'd take away my pain. But lol, no. I have to suffer.
 

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Today in school,
we played this game called "Cross The Line If..."  One of them was, "Cross the line if you've ever wanted to commit suicide." I crossed the line. I was astounded to see about 50 people crossing the line with me.

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What is this fuckery?
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Random Confessions?
Yes.
#1;
I'm forever alone.
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It hurts when you tell other girls that "your heart starts racing" when you see their picture. I thought I was the only one that could do that. I cried myself to sleep because of you. I cut because of you. &I still love you. You and me, we don't have a chance anymore. You gave me a "second chance", but you're telling other girls you love them, and that they're cute and stuff. Do you not know that hurts? Because it does. It hurts a lot.
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This could mean everything, or nothing at all.
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I'm done with this. Trying to
please you is difficult. I
love you.. but you flirt with
other girls. You know it hurts
me. &You still do it. I'm
sorry, but that's not "trying
to be with me". That's like,
trying to hurt me.

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I love you, and you're hurting me...
you know you are too. With the one word answers. I thought we were perfect.. and that we had a chance.. I just hope we still do.. 'cause I'm dying slowly..
♥

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Has anyone else felt their heart break?
...or is it just me..?
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I
I'm falling in love,
but it's falling apart.


 

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