nevershoutnever98

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Joined: February 14, 2011
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Quotes by nevershoutnever98

I'm secretly a child stuck in a 15 year old's body
I wish my actual hair would grow as fast as my leg hair
Can you be my thunder buddy?
I don't know if my life is going make me commit homicide or suicide first
So I was with my mom this weekend and I saw her wrist.I know my mom has depression and suicidal thoughts a lot but when I was with her I saw a really long cut going down most of her arm. At first I thought “well maybe she cut it on something” but the more I looked, I realized that it had to be intentional. It was perfectly straight and deep. I never said anything to her, but it killed me to see that. My own mother cut herself that bad. And it was vertical and that’s usually the way people cut when they attempt suicide. I wouldn’t be able to handle losing my mother. She has been through hell and back. Sorry, I really needed to vent about that.  
Twisted dreams and scattered screams
I’m sorry, this rant is pointless and stupid… But honestly I can’t take this anymore. My best friend is falling apart before my eyes and I want to help so badly but I can’t. My other friend attempted suicide the other day. I can’t take this! Everyone I know is falling apart. Everyone I care about, and even people I don’t know. I try everyday not to fall apart and I try so hard to get better, but I can’t because everywhere I look there is just another reason to make me want to give up. I’m tired of seeing people so hurt and damaged and knowing I can’t help. I’m tired of seeing people hurt other people and then go and wonder why there are more people hurting themselves and hating themselves. I honestly can’t live like this anymore. I hate the fact that I can’t help anyone else and now I can’t even help myself. Today I heard about someone who looks so beautiful was always called fat and now watches what she eats so carefully it’s sad. No one deserves the be hurt. I have seen way too many people get hurt and hurt other people. I’m only 15! I honestly just need to see that this world isn’t as bad as I’ve seen. I’m just tired of all the pain.
They Don't know
She sits and she stares
all she ever feels are the glares
of the people that don't accept her
they don't know her
they don't know why she is so shy
or why she just cries
they don't know that when she goes home
it just isn't a home
they don't know what she does at night
when she's all alone and only has herself to fight
they don't know that she's dead on the inside
with all the thoughts in her mind
they don't know
she wants to die
 
I just can't do this anymore
How could I be so stupid thinking this was real?
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