night_angel
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Joined: July 9, 2010
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 115663
Location: somewhere in the u.s.a
Gender: F
Joined: July 9, 2010
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 115663
Location: somewhere in the u.s.a
Gender: F
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i dont even know what to write here....
i just need somewhere to vent again
so here i am
need to talk?
i'm here ill try to help
Quotes by night_angel
i lied guys
i fell
completely in love with him
with my best friend
and i have fallen hard in love too
i guess lucky for me, he loves me too
i fell
completely in love with him
with my best friend
and i have fallen hard in love too
i guess lucky for me, he loves me too
I wish i could just leave
Not tell anyone
Just get up and go
I'll come back one day i swear
But for right now i just need to go
Not tell anyone
Just get up and go
I'll come back one day i swear
But for right now i just need to go
so if you read this or not i don't care to be honest i just
really need to vent so badly right now on some website where my
friends can't see it or my family
my depression has been at a all time low this week and it's getting too hard to keep painting on my smile everyday when all i want to do is start throwing things, screaming to the sky while crying my heart out. i sound kinda crazy right? i swear i'm not totaly crazy only half.
i have this bestfriend and yes i love him but no girls it's not a falling in love with the bestfriend story, no i love him but not in love with him BIG difference. and it's been almost a week since i spoke to him and it's odd and driving me crazy cause he wont pick up his phone because i believe his in the hospital but i dont even know which hospital or even why he's there i just got a text from his dad (i think) saying he's sick and wont be at school.....thats the only thing i got and that was a WEEK ago. i know i have always asked him, if i left for awhile what would you do, he always tell me he will wait for me, he will wait. and i swore to him i will be waiting for him if he wanted to leave for awhile, i will always wait for him and thats because yes i love him i care about him a lot, and not knowning what is wrong when he will be back, that noone is answering his phone i just wanna brake down and i swear when he comes back i think i'm just going hug him and not let go.
i only have him and two other people who i truly love more then my own life and to not know whats going on i'm slowing braking own going crazy feeling like a prat of me is missing right now and no one honesly even knows what to say to me because they don't want me 'throwing a fit' as they say (really i just stop speaking to everyone)
so yes this is my vent
i thought i would feel better, maybe i will soon, but if you read this, i thank you
please don't feel sorry for me like i said i just needed to vent without being judge by family and friends
thank you
my depression has been at a all time low this week and it's getting too hard to keep painting on my smile everyday when all i want to do is start throwing things, screaming to the sky while crying my heart out. i sound kinda crazy right? i swear i'm not totaly crazy only half.
i have this bestfriend and yes i love him but no girls it's not a falling in love with the bestfriend story, no i love him but not in love with him BIG difference. and it's been almost a week since i spoke to him and it's odd and driving me crazy cause he wont pick up his phone because i believe his in the hospital but i dont even know which hospital or even why he's there i just got a text from his dad (i think) saying he's sick and wont be at school.....thats the only thing i got and that was a WEEK ago. i know i have always asked him, if i left for awhile what would you do, he always tell me he will wait for me, he will wait. and i swore to him i will be waiting for him if he wanted to leave for awhile, i will always wait for him and thats because yes i love him i care about him a lot, and not knowning what is wrong when he will be back, that noone is answering his phone i just wanna brake down and i swear when he comes back i think i'm just going hug him and not let go.
i only have him and two other people who i truly love more then my own life and to not know whats going on i'm slowing braking own going crazy feeling like a prat of me is missing right now and no one honesly even knows what to say to me because they don't want me 'throwing a fit' as they say (really i just stop speaking to everyone)
so yes this is my vent
i thought i would feel better, maybe i will soon, but if you read this, i thank you
please don't feel sorry for me like i said i just needed to vent without being judge by family and friends
thank you
i either eat too
much or starve
myself.
sleep for 14
hours or have insomniac
nights.
fall in love very
hard or hate
passionately.
i don't know what
grey
is.
i never really
did
If God is a
DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
god is a dj-pink
You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the
helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the
squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really
test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I
hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that
day.
John Silver to James Hawkins.treasure planet
John Silver to James Hawkins.treasure planet
when something bad happens you have three choices. you can either
let it define you, let it destroy you, or you can let it
strengthen you.
so take your pick.
so take your pick.
if a hug represent how much i loved you, i would hold you in my
arms, forever
when words fail
music speaks
and it can be pretty loud
music speaks
and it can be pretty loud
i come on here to vent then a 'friend' made a profile and found
mine.
now mind you i vent a lot on everything that goes on my last one so happens to be about her not she called me a two-face bîtćh an believe i've never cared about her and i'm not mature the funny thing is i don't care anymore and if she reading than idc go ahead and fight with me more. i've been on this website for years it's the place i have always gone to say how i really feel and i don't regret making that quote cause that would go against how i felt at the time i don't start the fights i fix then mostly there has been a time were i did start it i'm not perfect who cares
so for this whole thing is a vent for thats what part of this website is for to vent and express and guess what i'm not going stop saying how i feel i'm not a silent little girl who holds it in any more and honestly i'm done with fighting so if you don't like my words,then please don't say anything to me
now mind you i vent a lot on everything that goes on my last one so happens to be about her not she called me a two-face bîtćh an believe i've never cared about her and i'm not mature the funny thing is i don't care anymore and if she reading than idc go ahead and fight with me more. i've been on this website for years it's the place i have always gone to say how i really feel and i don't regret making that quote cause that would go against how i felt at the time i don't start the fights i fix then mostly there has been a time were i did start it i'm not perfect who cares
so for this whole thing is a vent for thats what part of this website is for to vent and express and guess what i'm not going stop saying how i feel i'm not a silent little girl who holds it in any more and honestly i'm done with fighting so if you don't like my words,then please don't say anything to me