Lethal*

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Joined: August 16, 2013
Last Seen: 4 months
Birthday: November 3
user id: 369248
Location: big booty btches
Gender: F
 
 



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Quotes by Lethal*

you know what i like
sipping this
smoking this
babe you are my lovely hallucination.
dont ever let me go.
you're my medicine
you are what i like

BUT IF ONE DAY YOU DECIDE
YOU NEED ME AGAIN,
I'LL BE HERE WAITING.
REMEMBER I TOLD YOU
I DONT BREAK PROMISES? 
k.s.

black is not a sad color to me.
it's poetic and has emotion.
the bright colors are the empty ones.
have you ever seen a poet
wear a bright yellow jacket?
or a purple tshirt?

don't do that don't
tell me i'm not
trying i swam
through 12 oceans 
and drowned in 
every single one 
of them but 
every time the water
seeped in my lungs
and the sea animals
swam throughout 
my whole body
i coughed them up
and kept swimming
to spend another day
with you.
you are
my life raft
and my tides 
and waves
you are the ship
that carries me to shore
and makes sure i'm alive.
— POEM BASED BY TUMBLR USER
EDITED BY ME 
http://31.media.tumblr.com/77b6b26203c0c8cd322dc1f778423cca/tumblr_n5lgnkri2D1rjume4o1_1280.jpg

 
fake is the new trend
and everyones in style
with a mouth full of lies
but i keep a smile







the tv rotted my brain

and made me

forget how to feel 



 


how am i supposed 
to sleep when all 
i think about is you?
you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you

-my schziophrenic diary.
july 18th 2014, 11:23 pm est 
normal=me thinking
italics=hallucinations

being schizophrenic is comforting
you'll never be alone
ever
we will always watch you over you
and decide whether or not
you'll be okay in the situation
you might think you're crazy
but you are a gift from the gods
and a queen of literature.

-my schziophrenic diary.
july 14th 2014, 11:23 pm est 
normal=me thinking
italics=hallucinations

Mental Illness checklist

Anorexia
[x]You hate your body.
[] You have starved yourself.
[X] You have low self esteem.
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[] People always say you’re skinny, but you think fat.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day.
[x] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 5/9

ADHD
[X] You are hyper most of the time.
[X] You barely pay attention to anything.
[X] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time.
[x] You need attention 24/7.
[] You aren’t very shy (at times)
Total: 6/7

Bipolar Disorder
[X] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[X] You are very irritable.
[X] You barely get any or no sleep.
[] You have very high self esteem at times.
[] You have used or abused alcohol or drugs, 
[X] You have thought of/attempted suicide
[X] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 5/7

Bulimia Nervosa
[] You’ve thrown up all your food at one time
[] You thrown it up even when you don’t feel sick.
[x] You have little control over how you eat.
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast.
[] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[X] You always say you are fat.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
Total: 3/8

Conduct Disorder
[] You are a bully.
[x] You threaten other people (not playfully) 
[x] You often find yourself in fights.
[] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[x] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] You have molested someone.
[x] You destroy property on purpose
[x] You always lie.
[] You’ve stayed out all night.
[x] You have/attempted to run away from home.
Total:6/10

Depression
[x] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[] You always, or normally, are crying.
[x]You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] You are anti-social.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x]Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x]Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 8/9

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[x] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6/6

Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[x] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can’t escape.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[X] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same
[X] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[X] You are very shy.(offten)
[X] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 8/8

you want to be a boy. 
tell mom.
tell dad.
no, you don't you disgusting attention seeker.
you like boys. 

im bi i like either
so you have two sexualities?
technically one. 
that stupid one, transexual? how disgusting, little girl.
i want to be a boy and i want to identify as a boy. 
mom wont approve
i know
you'll lose your popularity status
i know
your first kiss was a boy
ive liked girls before
ya ok...liar...maybe marco was right
you were there through it all
ya, you showed your boobs 
that you have 
because youre a girl

i hate you
i know you do. im the reason why everyone hates you. 
everyones out to get you because you're gender confused
or an attention seeker

i am not
yes you are
until you chop off your hair and wear boy clothes and hang out with guys...
i'll believe you.

it doesnt happen over night.
shut up. liar.
-my schziophrenic diary.
july 14th 2014, 3:30 pm est 
italics are the voices in my head
non-italics is just me thinking/argueing