ninjalove

April 8th-Today I am finally 14 :D
PROGRESS!

It kills to know that I’ll always love him more.

I need to let go.

I can’t let go. 

HELLO.

 My name is Clarissa and Green Day saved my life.

I love you more than I could ever possibly try to explain. You’re my sunshine. I could never stay, or rather be mad at you for anything. I desire to hold you in my arms. To feel the warmth in your hands, in your smile, your comforting words. Looking into those eyes I feel safe and secure. I’ve never felt this way before. You make me nervous yet I feel so uncontrollably comfortable. I can be myself, my complete self around you-and I praise you for that since I am a complete lunatic. You’ll probably never read this anyway but you make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. You make my stomach drop when we hug or even speak. You’re my best friend and perhaps I fell in love with what we had, our friendship. You were there for me when I couldn’t handle telling anyone else. I’m not a sentimental person-at all- but I’m trying my best to say three simple words. Words that can’t describe what I actually feel about you. I love you. I love you Rafael. I thought you might want to know this, even if it doesn’t even matter now. Nothing matters now. Along with losing you I lost everything else as well because honestly, I seriously thought for a moment you were my soul mate…and I can’t deny it, I still do. Hopefully you understand that I’m not meaning to sound desperate as I do now but I can’t contain this anymore. I can’t live without you. I just don’t see the point. I don’t know if we’ll ever get back together but in the mean time I’m content with the fact we still speak. Hearing your voice makes this tragedy slightly better.

With love,

Clarissa

My boyfriend and I have this thing where we argue about who should sing first yet we always end up singing either Basket Case or Aeroplane together…even though we couldn’t sing for our lives.
He's my best friend and I'd be lost without him.
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Last night my best friend/love of my life,

Told me he loved me.

My 11:11 wishes finally came true.

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It’s an amazing feeling knowing he paused his video game just for you

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So this thing said to describe your life in three words, automatically I put

I am alive(:

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Life could be worse, be happy you’re alive

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