brought into your
world
and now slowly forgotten
i still think of you
but our love is rotten.
memories have fade
feelings disapeared
when you come around
its like i was never here.
the nights got colder
my heart grew weak
maybe it was true
that wat we had was unique.
pushing forward
forgetting about you
holding on tight
oh how stronger i have grew.
all
mine<3
It wasn't suppose to be like
this,
i wasn't suppose to fall for you,
i wasn't suppose to like you so much.
You dragged me into this, its all your faut.
You broke down the walls i had up,
you brought out the feeling i never had.....
but this wasn't suppose to happen,
you were never suppose to like me.
supposably we were just ment to
be<3
all mine(:
letters i couldnt send#1
i miss you more than ever
and i wanted to let you know that but as hard as i try nothing
seems to work.
i text you to talk to you and you dont text me back but when i do
talk to you. you tell me you miss me and still love me to..
so should i take everything u say when i talk to you serious or
think of it as a lie but you dont lie to me
or was that a lie to?
so many things i want to tell you some many things i just wanna
tel the world
i wish you could just see how much this is hurting
i know you very well and maybe the letter i type i should send
cuz maybe down inside you thinking the same thingd but how would
i know?
i told you, you can still tell me anything and that i will
ALWWAAYS be here for but
again maybe ur i hurt you as well and ur trying to move
on and forget about us...about me?i know you dont want that and i
definatley dont want that but maybe thats the best thing to do
right now....
the letters i should send but the feeling that tell me not
to..im scared.....very
scaared!!!!
What lies behind her eye s...
She
walks past you as if you weren't a huge part of her life.
she holds her head up to show you that you don't get to her
anymore.
she barely talks to you cuz shes to bizzy holding her breath so
she wont cry.
she laughs and has a good time to show you that she doesn't
need you
but really she needs you more than anything in this world
she wants to kiss you, hold your hand and just tell you about her
day
but she wont let you get to her because she wants you to be
happy.....with her!
what
lies behind his eyes...
he walks past you as if your not there.
he laughs and jokes around to show you he's fine
he got a new girlfriend to show you he moved on.
but really he just wants you in his arms again
for you to be the only one on his mind,
he hasnt moved on but it to of a wipe to say he hasnt.
he miss's not seeing you everyday and wishes you guys
could go back to being the same
but most of all he wants to see you happy....with
him!
DAD
when i think of u i wish u knew how much u really do mean to me
and no how mush it hurts when i say u dont want me and how i wish
you could prove to me that not all guys are the same and just to
be there for me when i need u the most. dad, it hurts just saying
dad cuz i no i could never see u any different then how
i see who u r today. you'll never change u'll neever show me the
kind of care i want the kind of care i need from you.
just be happy with the new family you made and show them and give
them the care they need cuz i no they will need you more then ill
ever need you cuz no matter how much i wish you could change i no
you wont and i dont want to hurt anymore i just dont diserve it
after wat u did and put me threw.
but just no ill always be ur daughter aand you'll always be my dad...
how weird it was to have a dream of u after not being together
for a month and not talking for 3 weeks.
it was like old times hunging kissing just being myself and
knowing i was so confortable with u and how happy u made
me. i miss thoses days but wat happend? i no...its all my
fault..
p.s. i miss u like crazy
just wish you could see wat ur doing
to me:/