nolightnoway

well... made the first cut of many to come :(

i
cant
live
like
this
any
longer
!

i cannot be perfect
i cannot be the perfect friend 
or student
or anything
i have a hard time disifering right from wrong

i betrayed her and
i understand that
if could go back in time...
to do anything...
it would be to stop that from happening
it ruined my life :(

ive had a best friend since 6th grade and we've recently got into a huge predicament and i lost her and now im lost. im lost without her :( i dont know what to do but i do no i want to die because shes the one who kept me strong and helped me through everything in life. im useless and nothing without her.

best friends dont need to have known eachother for years and nothing should tear them apart
NOTHING!

im just like you
i have secrets and
i have a past

i have a greattt reason to die

i know what i did was wrong but now that i understand how bad it is i just wanna die

no one understandsss! i need advice!