not_who_i_used_to_be

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Joined: October 30, 2011
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About Me
This is my secret account.
I made this second account that my friends don't know about.
I'm not going to say my real name in case one of my friends find this but; You can call me Bri.
As you can tell by my username; I am not who I used to be.
I'm broken. I've changed; in a bad way.
I have problems that I will vent about on here.
Don't be afraid to talk to me. I like talking to new people. (:
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You used to shine so bright,
but I watched all of it fade.

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Why Don't You Love Me?

It seems like every couple days there's a new issue with us.
This doesn't seem like it's gonna work if we keep this up.
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I think I have commitment issues because of him.
With him I always let our problems go and did nothing about them cuz I was finally getting the love and attention I wanted. Then, when things got too much; I was too attached but I had to end it. I ended up heartbroken.

I'm afraid it's gonna be the opposite this time. I'm afraid every little problem we have is gonna end up getting worse if I do nothing about it and I don't want to get too attached again and end up heartbroken. So, I feel the need to end things before things get worse and we end up hurt.

Trust me;
I don't want to hurt you but; I'm afraid we're both gonna end up hurt if this doesn't work out.

If you read all of this; Thank you♥ 

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When talking about him;
You'd think I was Bipolar.

I Love Him?

I Hate Him?

Don't you hate it when you're in a relationship with someone and you get over the 'honeymoon stage'?
You know; acting all cute, romantic, and lovey dovey.
And it just gets kinda; boring.
Yeah; Me too.
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I told everyone that I'm over you.
I thought I was.
But;
With everyone bringing up your name all the time and reminding me about memories of me and you.
It's a little hard.
Especially when you keep saying things about me.
Don't say you still love me.
I know you don't.
You're just pulling me back in and making things harder for me.
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Is this love?
I don't know and it's hurting me cuz;
I don't want to hurt you.
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I hate players and cheaters.
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