notgoodenoughforhim32

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Joined: September 15, 2011
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    "It's a long way down, but i am closer to the clouds up here.." <3

 


Hi, my name is alyssa. i am thirteen year old. my birthday is aprill 30th, i live in a small town and wishing to grow up and be famous. i want to be reconigzed for once and not just be a loner and blocked out of everything. my family and my friends absolutly mean the world to me. but some of my friends suck me into their drama shit and make me get involved. they do it like its there jobs.My biggest insecurity is the way i look around people. i dont want to be looking like a whore but i do not want to look like im a creep either. i want to be known as me. casual me. nothing more, i just wanna be alyssa. i get called a whore all the time, and it kills me. i get prank calls saying..just die. i have a very strong heart and can deal with the shit i put up with.Sam, Delaney, Hailey (my best friends through everything) help me so much. they know exactly what to say and when to say it. all four of them brighten up my day no matter what. I just want people to like me for who i am, not what i DID or i apperantly do. i tend to brake promises that would hurt me, but if you follow me i will follow you back...and that's a promise i can keep<3

    
ITS FUNNY HOW THE SMALLEST  THINGS CAN HURT ME MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER UNDERSTAND

Quotes by notgoodenoughforhim32


that moment...
when you realize

you're losing someone
special.
<//3

 


sometimes
im so lost in thoughts

that I don't realize that I've been listening to a song
until it's almost over. <3

it cant be perfect

al of credit is punishable by DEATH.


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&& Our 2 months are

on 11-11-11-.. <3 &&

we both have off

school. PERFECT <3

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Nmf

honest confessions#12

i've been waiting for IT to be "Facebook Official"


honest confessions#11

I'm afraid to tell him about how i really feel

 

honest confessions#10


i love yoga pants

 

honest confessions#8
I am not satisfied of what i do when I'm upset..

honest confessions#7
I'm afraid of a broken heart