I'm so scared to
show anyone my cuts.
I'm scared they will think they're pathetic.
Not because I cut, but because they're so small.
They arn't deep.
They fade fast.
But the have to be that way.
They have to be that way.
If they weren't, my doctor would see them when I go to get my
If they weren't I would run out of room in places that can be
hidden in the locker room.
If they weren't, everyone would see.
I just want one person.
One person so I know that it's real.
So in years to come, I'll know it was real.
So I'll never feel as fake as I do now.