Anxiety attack.. The biggest one of my life right now.
apparently 'god' tests us.
well, why the F/CK DID HE TEST ME WITH THIS
im dying iinside.
im shaking.
I can barely breathe and I can't see through my tears,
tell me 'God' why is this necessary?!
to make us f/cking suffer.
lifes a sick and twisted game played with one hand only.
f/ck if all I'd rather die than live my life like this.