oh_mydarling

you were soft-spoken
in the hardest way
endless waiting for those things
you could never say
you always knew
how to b r e a k my day </3

the face i see in front of me may
never be on magazines
i k n o w i m s t i l l g o n n a s h i n e

the rain is dancing beneath the street lights at midnight
a world is speaking to me, saying you're not crazy.
endulged in these sights, check to see if my eyes are right.
can you see? what ive seen.
are the raindrops staring back at me?
or am i losing it, having one of my fits?
the sky is drowning
air is so thick
just can't seem to escape
evade this beauty
what am i saying
when my heart is aching
cant barely take it,
but it is so worth it!
walk away now
-Jacks Broken Heart

one last thing
before you go
one last piece, of my soul
would it matter if i held you
and told you that it was alright,
one last time
i wanted to be your first love
i would have settled for your
last romance.
but as you walk into his arms
will we ever have our last dance?
forever ends within this minute
why did you choose to end it like this?
-Jacks Broken Heart

just throw it back on a starlit and moon-
for one more night struck night
The ground did fold
and eat us both
but all my love, I did devote. Beneath the rafters
the angels sing spinning violence
and playing with my heart
this song I write, for you to see
and my heart it now breaks
and the blood spilled down your spine
lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned to ash
The world did cry, the night you died
and I am no good at suicide
beneath the rafters
the angels sing
spinning violence and playing with my
heart

just throw it back on a starlit and moon-
for one more night struck night
The ground did fold
and eat us both
but all my love, I did devote. Beneath the rafters
the angels sing spinning violence
and playing with my heart
this song I write, for you to see
and my heart it now breaks
and the blood spilled down your spine
lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned to ash
The world did cry, the night you died
and I am no good at suicide
beneath the rafters
the angels sing
spinning violence and playing with my
heart

you always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made made me cry again this time.

anyone can make u smile or cry but it
takes someone -» special to make u
[sMiLe]when u have tears in ur eyes

..and i wrote him a letter on this n o t h i n g day
and i asked someone...could you send my letter away?..
(c)

Its hard to know whats real when it all seems wrong
But I promise you I'll find whats going on
I just need to follow the sun before
The simple truth is I'm falling
falling down
and I don't want to drag you through the bottom
-Ben Jelen-