ohangelaxD

Truth is,
I'm never going to be tired of loving you but I am tired of hurting. I'm tired of feeling like everything I do will never be enough for you to love me. I wish I could ignore you like you ignore me & say the things you say to me but I can't. I'm scared that I'll say or do something that'll make you leave. Why is it so hard for me to speak my mind? I'm just scared to lose you but I can tell your not scared to lose me at all.

The cycle.
It’s funny how in the beginning of a relationship you’re so blinded by the title of being someone’s boyfriend/girlfriend. You’re so happy & feel like there’s nothing in the world that can break you guys apart. You wake up with cute little good morning text messages & go to bed late at night on the phone with them. You spend every moment you can with them. You never go without your phone, waiting for them to text back. You feel like the happiest person alive. Then, things suddenly change. As time passes by, you start to get into little stupid arguments. You don’t send cute little good morning messages but a simple “morning.” then you don’t even bother to be on the phone late at night. You leave your phone & say, “I’ll text them back later.” you get so comfortable with each other but never realize that one is hurting by these changes but is being stubborn to not even change the way things are. Someone eventually gets fed & stops trying. The whole relationship falls apart. Then you start that whole cycle all over again with someone else until you find someone whose willing to do anything to make you happy.

I would rather lose a stupid argument than lose you.

I'm honestly so tired of broken promises.

I'm honestly tired of seeing all One Direction quotes when I click the top quotes.

I would never let anyone go to bed being mad or upset because I know how it feels & it sucks.

Just because ONE person doesn't want you doesn't mean someone else won't.