You. can't. blame. me.,
for. trying.
I've. gone. through. season., after. season.,
waiting. for. you., with. nothing. but. the. change. in. the.
weather.
And., I. want. to. say. that. I. am. okay. with. being.
alone.,
and., I. want. to. show. you. that. I. am. okay. with. it.,
too.
But., even. if. I. said. it., I. would. not. mean. it.
To. be. quite. honest., the. only. thing. getting. me.
through. the. day.,
is. false. hope. that. everything. will. be.
okay.,
that. everything. will. get. better.
But., if. I. can't. have. you.,
I. am. not. sure. if. I'll. ever. be.
better.