okiamheresokissme

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Hello there stranger! My name is Joselyn. I am
your average teenage girl! I want what every teen girl wants,
does what every teen girl does. I do have those
negative thoughts constantly playing
in my head. I have cut, and tried to commit suicide before.
Let me tell you right now, you are beautiful.
No matter what anyone else says, you are gorgeous.
Show those people that always try and make you sad,
that you are too good for them. Show them you are strong enough to keep a smile
on your face even though you may be completely
destroyed inside. When people try to bring you down,
it only means you are on a higher level rather than them.
I know what it feels like to be hurt by someone
you really loved/cared about. I know. You aren't alone.
&& it gets better. I promise:)

































Quotes by okiamheresokissme



How I look when I'm happy


How I look when I'm am to the point where I feel like breaking down on the floor, cry, and die. 

Ironic, isn't it?

Stop holding on to what hurts,
And start to make room for what feels good.                                                 

Cross Out What You've Done.

Started by DANMOON

Had a boyfriend/Girlfriend.
Been kissed.

Been dumped.
Fallen in love.
Been called ugly, fat, sl*t, etc.
Jumped off a bridge.
Rode a roller coaster.

Skydived.
Eaten an exotic food.
Snuck out of your house.
Drank alcohol

Gotten so drunk you passed out.
Cut yourself on accident

Cut yourself on purpose.
Laughed so hard you peed your pants.
Had an eating disorder.

Called yourself ugly.
Met your idol.
Been to a concert.
Watched 'The Exorcist' and didn't have a nightmare.
Eaten a bug
Read a book over a thousand pages.

Kissed somebody in the rain.
Been jealous of somebody else's relationship.
Climbed a tree.
Smoked a cigarette.

Smoked weed/pot.
Gone skinnydipping
Been backstabbed by somebody you once called your best friend.
Beaten somebody up.
Egged somebody's house.
Ding dong ditched.
Had a crush on your guy/girl best friend.
Been told by your parents they hate you

Been to another country.
Answered all these questions honestly

 

T h e  S t o r y o f  m e  . 

chapter 1: When my life went downhill
        
       Sophia and I always walked to Imans locker before lunch so we can all walk together. They were both my bestest friends ever! I loved them both. Sophia was like my sister. She had freckles and dark brown hair. She has an attitude and is very sassy. Iman was also like a sister. She was always my partner in crime. She had very thin curly blonde hair. She was skinny. Her personality and mines were extremly alike. Recently, I just got out of a relationship with this boy named Elijah. He was my everything. I loved him to death. He was the one who made me smile and laugh. He was the one that kept me going constantly. He was the one that gave me butterflies over and over and over again. I'd say to my friends, "that's him!" We dated for 7 months. We fought, but hardly. We talked constantly. We'd chat online until 3 am. It has been two days since we've broken up. I don't know why we broke up, we just did. He said he is starting to like other girls, and he blames puberty because of that. I couldn't change his mind, so we were done. As Sophia, Iman, and I walk to Iman's locker we talked. Iman's locker was right across from Elijah's. I knew Elijah and Iman always talked and were friends. She started stacking her books in her locker. A couple of Elijahs friends stood at Elijah's locker, watching us. Next thing you know, Elijah starts walking towards us. We all were about to say, "Oh hey Elijah!" But then it happened. Where my life went downhill. He grabbed Iman and kissed her. I was in shock. My heart sunck into my stomach, and my I had a huge lump in my throat. I looked at Iman. In the backround, I heard Elijah and his friends, cracking up. Me holding back the tears just stood there. You could here a pin literally drop. Iman grabbed my arm, "Just keep walking, keep walking". A girl named Teonia said to me, "So I guess you know they're going out now huh?" "What they are?", I replied in complete shock. Then I stomped away, aiming for Iman. Then a boy named Kenny came up to me. He noticed the flames coming out of my head. "No, Joselyn, don't be mad! Elijah just told me they were going out." "Wow, okay.." Then I walked away. I looked in the cafeteria for Iman to ask what she has to say for herself. Then I saw her in the lunch line. The battle has really just begun...

**to be continued. Comment/like.
Tell me what you think!!!

Friday: Woohoo, weekend
*blinks* 
Sunday: WTF, HOW DID THIS HAPPENED!?


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I like to go through
the new quotes,

and fave them

Because then I know
I've put a smile on
atleast one persons
:)face today 

 

Confession #1
I am no longer friends with someone
I used to call a best friend, all because of him. Worst part about it is, he didn't even stick around.





 





I honestly, miss the old
    You...
 

 

 

I love you.
I love me too!