3 months ago my mom was joking around with me and said i looked
pregnant, she didnt know how much this effected me. i was 115
pounds that day. i now wiegh 95 pounds. for a girl my age(14) and
hieght(5'1) this isnt healthy and i know it isnt. im trying to
stop purging but i just cant get over the fact that i look
pregnant. i mainly eat fruit and salad, i try to stop myself from
doing what i do and i know thats what people say is a step to
recovery but i always fail. i work at a camp and i do a lot of
running around and its not good for my health. im going to
benihannas with the people i work with and i want to step up for
myself and eat my meal without going to the bathroom afterwards.
please i really need my witty sisters right now. i only want 2
favorites and i will push myself to eat my meal. please i need
help
~ long but worth reading, anyone who did read thanks so
much ♥
Yesterday afternoon i was on the phone with a few friends and they asked if i wanted to go to the movies, i told them i was really tired from work and i was about to go relax in my pool. there was a silence and one of my friends asked me if i was drinking the night before, is that seriously what they think of me ?