onelastfight
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^yes that's a picture of me
I stopped cutting
>>>I did it again<<<
If you know me you know I'm:
>shy<
>a nerd :P<
>depressing at times<
>weird<
>a good friend<
>trustworthy<
>anti-social<
>annoying<
>nice<
>loud<
>random<
>and if you get me pissed, I won't back down
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Quotes by onelastfight
Apparently I have almost no gag
reflex...
... wonderful
WHY DOES EVERYTHING NEED TO BE SO HARD?
I just want to take my
knife
and cut lines every inch
I'll be unique right?
it'll be over in a pinch
can't listen to the stress
can't listen to the lies
my life is just a mess
cutting my own demise
love is what you say
yet hate is what you do
now on the floor I lay
if you only knew
I want to bleed out
I want to end my life
I can't scream and shout
so instead I hold my knife
Later he came up to me and started his sentance with "Earlier I just wanted to make sure you knew what other people though of you." thinking that would make me feel better, but then he got into a conversation about how it makes the family look horrible. I don't care though, it's me I'm changing and this is the first time I've remotley liked myself in the mirror since first or second grade,
things were finally changing why do people need to bring me down?
my dad found out I was cutting again and he tried to "fix" me by bringing me to the hospital
NIGHTMARE 2
it was my birthday and I was forced to wear a dress...
even though I wasn't sad...
even though I promised myself I wouldn't...
...the blade got the best of me
It's not that I don't think
I'll get another boyfriend in my life
I know I will
but I'm scared
if my last one lied when he said "I love you" for a while
even though we were together so long
how can I be sure someone really does
I believed him
and
what if I don't make it long enough to love someone
what if I kill myself first
the thoughts won't go away
and what if I scare him away
because of my scars
or just my personality
when people get to know me
they usually don't stay
what if I
can't be loved
because I'm not who everyone wants me to
be
and we've talked about everything together
and we're always going to be there for each other
but I still feel
like me being depressed
and complaining all the time
gets old after a while
I know she'll dissagree with this
but I don't want to put her in a bad mood
just because I'm in one...