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So lifes full of surprises.
I had one thing that meant the most to me.
&& I had to let it.
Sorry babe, but you were to much.
I've moved on, living my life.
I'll be friends but I can't be much more.
I love you babe with all of my heart.
But immaturity.. It's not a word anymore.

It's done, I'm sorry.
You were something but
your just nothing now.

Beautiful inside and out
loving and caring deep down
having great friends parents who care
when everything seems right who dares
having some fun, the night on the town
driving around shouting about
the love of my life sitting next to me.

Rowdy em up they say come on you two
Nah nah it's alright just go home boys it's not the night
Speeding off them boys in their car
Driving safe and sound getting around
Looking besides you light in her eyes

Light to dark
I can't make out anything
My bodies not moving, my hearts not aching
weight lifted off my shoulders
I feel free and no need to be
I realize now, what happened that night

The boys were drunk
They started speeding up
Plowing into us leaving bodies in a fuss.
Only one of us died that night
The love of my life was now and for ever alone.

I came back had a job to do
I left my brother, sister, mother, and my drunk father too.
They were all devastated , didn't know what to do.
I tried to help them out, move them about,
But it was hard when I could only talk to one of them.

No one else could see me.
Speak to me at that.
For if I were to reveal the secret me and my mother had.
But as the days went on and I figured what job was at hand
My brother could also see me he was happier than he'd ever been.

My task is done.
My time is up.
You'll see me again.
So don't choke up.
I love you now, forever and for always.
You have a life to live and don't worry,
I'll always be looking down and watching around
Nothings going to happen for it's okay, I know what happened now.



- Based on the Book Johnny Angel.
an original by me.
it was for a book project.
enjoy :D

nothing ever changes.
nothing's ever new.
I told you this once.
Im totally not over you.
<3 ilybabe.

Mistakes:
ppl make them.
&& I've made plenty in my life.

what you all don't know is that;;
that's how lifes lived.
That's what get's you by.
That's what makes you stronger.
&& that's what make your life worth while.

Everyone learns from mistakes.
&& I've just taken the time to learn from mine.

&& all I really can say is I'm sorry.
&& I hope you take that in everyway.
because I truthfully, mean it.


- about the mistake I've made in my life.

lets get together and party!
Party like lovers;; Party like friends.

You can't complain you was dealt this
hell of a hand without a man, feelin helpless
Because there's too many things for you to deal with
Dying inside, but outside you're looking fearless
While tears, is rollin down your cheeks
Ya steady hopin things don't all down this week
Cause if it did, you couldn't take it, and don't blame me
I was given this world I didn't make it

-Tupac Shakur's
Keep your head up

Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true

So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.


- Taylor Swift's
Just another Picture To Burn

just a girl;;
Holding to many secrets.
Never revealing a single one.
Because trust isn't what we have anymore.