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Hi, My names Massy.
Chapter 4.

 

August 5, 2011.
For the last week, I have been shopping for the new minuture house, thinking about the old life that I left behind in New York, the new life I am about to have in California, and I've thinking too much about Connor.
He was one of my first real boyfriends. We were together for almost a year, and I thought I loved him. He broke my heart. I dont want to think about the past, and now that I'm not around him anymore, I want to move on and just make friends.
Thats just what I need, friends. And I only leave 15 minutes from the beach driving, and I could walk to the park in 5. Alot of teenagers live in this neighborhood and my dad told me he sees alot of them at the Park.
You know what, I'm going to make some friends at the park.(:
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I came home alittle late tonight. It was almost midnight and I wasn't answering my dads calls. Almost got grounded, but when he saw that I was so happy with my new friends he hugged me, and was happy I was enjoying the new life.
I went into my room and been texting all my new friends. They want me to go to a party with them tonight, they said there will be drinking, smoking, and dancing; their favorite things.. I might just go..
Anyways; as I walked to the park there were a group of people sitting at the benches. I walked past and one of them whistled at me. I turned around and smiled. One of the girls called me over.
"Umm. Hi. I'm Massy," I said as I dug my hands deeper into my hollister shorts.
"I'm Catilyn, this is Autum, Derek, Thomas and Brenden." She pointed to everyone.
Brenden flashed me a smile. I felt him scanning my body. I looked up at him.
"Sit down next to mee!" Autum said scooting closer to Thomas making room for me on the edge right infront of Brenden.
I shrugged and walked over.
"What school are you going to, and what grade are you in, babe?" Thomas asked, I knew he took a look at my butt.
"Well, I'm new here from New York, But I'm going to Millennium? And I'm a sophmore." I smiled, and looked at Catilyn.
She was exploding with excitment. "WE GO TO  MILLENNIUM, AND WE ARE SOPHMORES TOOOOO!  OH MY GOSHHH. WHATS YOUR SCHEDULE?! Oh, and by the way.. call me Cat," She was screaming and smiled at me.
"You said you were new, right?" One of the kid on the edge said. I think his name was Derek. I nodded.
"Well, maybe I can show you around school?" I think he was flirting with me, but I wasnt sure. I looked up at Brenden, He was raising his eyebrow. Was he jealous?
"Oh, of course. That would be amazing if you could." I flashed him a flirty smile, when he looked up at me,  I saw his face lit up. I took a quick glance at Brenden. He seemed almost upset.
There was an awkward silence before everyone erupted in smaller conversations.
"I'm going to get an ounce, anyone want to come with?" Brenden said as he got up. Everyone made excuses of why they cant. He looked at me.
"I'll go," i said as I got up.
"No.. That okay. I dont want to go with a .."
"Well, I'm going." I took his arm and smiled up at him. Normally he wouldnt be my type. he was a chunky, and I thought he was black, but later I figured out he was hawaiian. His lips were so big, he folded up when he smiled. I dont know what made me so attracted to him, but I was.
We got into a huggee silver truck. And our adventure was about to begin.<3
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Witty;
Thank you for the best chirstmas anyone could ask for.
A home to be my self and make new friends so easily.

All thanks to Steve.
I love you.<3

Hi, My names Massy.
Chapter 2.

Before I start, you need to know that this is before I moved to California. Back when I was in New York..

June 27, 2011. 
Summer seems to have come and gone so quickly. I have the perfect life here with my mom. We have all the money anyone could ever need, we're worth more than 73 million dollars. I go to a private school, and only the cute guys seem to get in. I'm dating the best one, Connor. His blonde hair, his blue eyes, his winning smile, his amazinggggg six pack. I'm telling you this boy is anything any girl can dream of.. AND HE'S MINE. <3
Too bad, my dad seems to ruin it all. 
He wants me to move to California with him. Best part.. I'm leaving tomorrow, and Connor told me that he has the best present for me tonight, I hope I can give him my everything. (:
Anyways. I got to get ready for my date tonight, I'll write in you later! I Love you diary!

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Later on that nght.

Ha, you know that wonderful night I was telling you I was going to have. Guess what. He didnt want to make that next step in our relastionship. Instead he wanted to step back 3! He broke up with me. Completely stole my heart, ripped it in half and stomped it on the floor...He looked at me, and said; "Massy, you're not that pretty anyways, you were only popular. Sorry, but get out my town." 
I fell to the floor, crying my silent tears...
 "No, this can't be happening.. Connor... I la...... Laa.. Love you. I love YOU. Please.. Dont do this. For me. For you. Pleasee." He looked at me, laughed and turned away. He felt me there, alone and cold. I walked home.     Crying with very black BMW that passed me by..
 Diary. this completely broke my heart. California can only be a place that can repair it and start something new. Because nothing can be worst than this....