You help people that self harm,
You tell people that they're beautiful,
But you can't do that to yourself.
You can't yourself like you help others,
You can't stop self harming.
& you can't stop feeling insecure & worthless.
But you still care about others even when you
don't care about yourself.
& they don't even see that you are dying on the inside.
You always ask them if they're okay,
But they never do the same to you.
You question why you still ask them.
Then you realize they are more important than you.
They have more to live for,
& that's why they dont ask you,
They just say "okay",
When you say "I'm Fine."
& don't even question it.
Even after all of this,
You still want everyone to live their lives to the fullest.
When all you want is to disapear.