ovo

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Joined: January 6, 2013
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user id: 345351
Gender: F
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Quotes by ovo

if you ever feel stupid just remember that a girl in my global class called The Palace of Versailles, "The Palace of Versace"
"It was right then, between when I asked about the labyrinth and when she answered me, that I realized the importance of curves, of the thousand places where girls' bodies ease from one place to another, from arc of the foot to ankle to calf, from calf to hip to waist to breast to neck to ski-slope nose to forehead to shoulder to the concave arch of the back to the butt to etc. I'd noticed curves before, of course, but I had never quite apprehended their significance."
-Looking for Alaska, John Green
me: *forgets to text back*
boy I like: you there?
me: yeah sorry I was at the gym
him: lol you don't exercise you were on tumblr
I honestly love making people laugh and smile
it makes me so happy to know that even for only 5 seconds, I was the reason for their happiness
and I love to make others happy
even if I can't do the same for myself
There's a guy at the hospital I volunteer at that I've started to fall for and get close to. I want to tell him that I used to cut and that I've been dealing with depression for 3 years. What would be an easy way to start the conversation? My scars aren't overly noticeable so it's not like I can "accidentally" let him see the scars. Thanks for your help Witty
me to family: well I'm going on the internet see you all in a few days
Sometimes, I exercise
for example: when I drop a chip, I bend over to pick it up. It's practically a sit-up
Cause it's my problem
if I wanna pack up and run away
it's my business if I feel the need to
smoke and drink and sway
it's my problem, it's my problem
if I feel the need to hide
it's my problem if I have no friends
and feel I want to die
last night was bad.
I got into one of my super depressed moods while I was laying on my bed. Usually I'll cry a little, but my thoughts are what kill me. Well, instead of that, I just broke down bawling, and couldn't stop. my thoughts were going crazy, everything from "if I died now it wouldn't matter" to "just do it now and get it done with". and I almost did. I got up and grabbed my pills, vodka, and blade. I started cutting, which I have stopped doing for a WHILE. I drank some vodka, and started to open the pills. then I stopped. I put them away and sat down again. I started crying even harder solely because I'm having these thoughts. I calmed down a little bit and drifted into sleep.
no one knows this, not even the guy I'm talking to. my close friends and him know I have depression, but they never know how bad it gets. the guy I'm talking to knows a lot, but he doesn't know that I've started to end it a few times. I needed to let it out, and Witty has always been here for me, so here I did it.
I WILL be skinny when school starts again.