oxIrishqtpiexo

I've been there for you;
through it all.
Yet, you're still choosing him
over me. I don't get it.

He told me to be strong
[for him]
but I can't even be strong
{for myself}

I'mtiredofbeingstrong;

   {I just want to break down and cry}

[I want to go to sleep; and never wake up]
 
(I want you convince me to continue to be strong)

I want it to all be okay

And as I read her secret;

I broke down and cried.
 {I was terrified of losing my best friend.}

What happens when the strongest person
you knowbreaks down?

Ever Have Those Days;
When you just want to break down and cry?
When you want to scream "no." when someone asks
if your okay?
When you feel like no one cares enough
to listen?
When you want to lay in bed and not get back up?
When you want to block out the world?
When you want to give up?
When you force yourself to be strong because you're tired
of crying over that boy?
Yeah, me too </3

The pain of missing you may subside,
The heartbreak with go away.
The tears I shed for you will end.
But the scars that prove
how self-loathing I've become
will always be there. </3