i've been working outside all day .i have also cleaned the whole inside of my house and cleaned my patio . she told my brother in law to make me work my off before she gets home .so i have been working all day .
i write poetry . but i havent done it in a while , i use witty a lot now and people help me &i have some friends to help me via text . but i no longer have anyone to text at the moment because my mother has taken my phone and everything
my mom doesnt let me get my point through to her ever . like she doesnt understand me . she doesnt trust me and i didnt do anything to make her not trust me . i do everything around my house yet she says im a lazy . i just dont know what to do .
i don't know what to do with my life anymore . my moms a complete and im not allowed to do anything . i get blamed for i don't do . i can't hang out with my friends like ever . all i want is happiness .
My friend Chloe started to cut last year.I wanted to know what it felt like.I got home,razor over my wrist three times.then a kid in my class spread a rumor I did drugs.more cutting.then I got at my parents.even more cutting.so now when ever I get mad and or upset I relieve my anger by cutting..and sometimes I do it because it is my druh
I have been hiding I for a year now...it super easy!!and I cut when I'm happy too!!I carved 'bvb' and ' a7x' into my arms cuz I frigging love those bands!
My friends cut too.
And they are always threading to call and tell my parents.
Every time the phone rigs I pray it's not them.
And I can't stop...I have tried SOO hard!!!
1.) friends know,and don't care
2.) parents would kill me if they knew
3.) if I told my teacher she would tell my mom
4.) mom would kill me or I would kill me
Wanna know a big scret?my friend created this me.they cutt too.I created this..I am Golding my razor right now,feeling it against my wrist but my only friend in town is laney( Laneyloo ) and I am trying to stop for her
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ps, i luv ur profile, where did u get the layouts?
And they are always threading to call and tell my parents.
Every time the phone rigs I pray it's not them.
And I can't stop...I have tried SOO hard!!!
2.) parents would kill me if they knew
3.) if I told my teacher she would tell my mom
4.) mom would kill me or I would kill me