charlotte *

Status: endless sighs
Joined: March 3, 2013
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 351980
Location: england
Gender: F



 hope is the fuel of progress 
 
An emotionally sensitive politics student who loves cats and alternative r&v. 
 

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why must education be so stressful? honestly i feel as though i'm falling into a dark pit of confusion and stress at the thought of my exam tomorrow.
nice.

 
"hope is the fuel of progress, and fear is the prison in which you put yourself"
- tony benn. 

 
when i was younger, i tried incredibly hard to learn new words. alturistic, ineffable, lithe, sempiternal, euphonious. but now I lack the motivation to learn new words, new languages; and that scares me intensely. 
 
it scares me how much has changed in a year. it scares me that this time last year i was with someone that was completely manipulating me and i didn't realise. it scares me that this time last year i had isolated myself from everyone. it scares me that last year i didn't think anyone would ever love me. it's scary how things change, because now i don't see or even speak to that person. i now have everyone i love close. i'm now in a steady relationship. it's scary how things change in such a short space of time.
tomorrow, you could get hit by a car and die. today, even. we are vulnerable without realising and there's nothing we can do. we never know when it's going to end. why waste time wondering what if. let people know that you love them and let them know you apreiate them. tell that person that you think their eyes are pretty or that you'd really like to kiss them. tell the person you like that you think they are wonderful. go out and run in fields. dye your hair that weird colour, don't think about peoples' reactions.  live your life, because one day, you won't be able to.
I am constantly torn between thinking
I am too good or not good enough.
I have days where I look at myself and think,
'God. you're perfect'.
I have days where I look at myself
and I want to tear my skin to shreds because all I see is
touching thighs
big hips
stretch marks
fat arms.
I am in a constant cycle of confusion and hatred
because I cannot decide
if I am too beautiful, or not beautiful enough

 

have you ever...?
bold the ones you've done

(i'm bored

-graduated high school
-smoked a cigarette
-gotten so drunk you passed out
-rode every ride at an amusement park
-collected something really stupid
-gone to a rock concert
-helped someone
-gone fishing
-watched four movies in one night
-gone long periods of time without sleep

-snorted cocaine
-failed a class
-smoked weed
-dealt drugs
-been in a car accident
-been in a tornado
-done hard drugs
-watched someone die
-been to a funeral
-burned yourself
-ran a marathon
-cried yourself to sleep
-spent $200+ dollars in one day
-flown on an aeroplane
-cheated on someone
-been cheated on
-written a ten page letter
-gone skiing
-been sailing
-cut yourself by accident
-cut yourself on purpose 
-had a best friend
-lost a loved one

-shoplifted something
-been to jail
-skipped school
-skipped a class
-had detention
-gotten in trouble for something you didn't do
-stolen books from the library
-gone to a foreign country

-dropped out of school
-been in a mental hospital
-watched the harry potter movies
-had an online diary
-fired a gun
-had a yard sale
-had a lemonade sale
-actually made money at the lemonade sale
-been in a school play
-been fired from a job
-taken a lie detector test
-swam with dolphins
-gone to sea world
-voted for someone on a reality tv show
-written poetry
-read more than 20 books in a year
-gone to europe
-loved someone you can't have
-used a coloring book over age twelve

-had surgery
-had stitches

-taken a taxi
-seen the washington monument
-had more than five online conversations going at once
-overdosed
-had a drug or alcohol problem
-been in a fist fight
-suffered any form of abuse
-gone surfing in california
-had a hamster
-pet a wild animal
-used a credit card
-did spirit day at your school
-dyed your hair
-got a tattoo
-had something pierced
-got straight a's
-been on the honor roll
-known someone with hiv or aids
-drank alcohol
-cried when someone died
-felt someone up/got felt up
-kissed someone
-went farther than kissing someone

-been in love
-been heartbroken
-missed your ex

http://ask.fm/charlottes0metimes please
 
Thomas Edison’s last words were: “It’s very beautiful over there.” I don’t know where there is, but I believe it’s somewhere, and I hope it’s beautiful.

- Looking For Alaska