parisvintage

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so basically im sarah;
i go with the flow.
summer . beach . thongs . fireworks .
 
a complicated wreck.
completely contradicting. 

"forgive and forget" 
"everything happens for a reason" 
"never overlook the obvious" 
my quotes to live by�

im always available to chat if you need anything at all, 
i don't give amazing advice, but if you ever need to vent 
just drop me a line(:
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hate life, end now?


all because i am lebanese doesn't make me a terrorist;
doesn't mean i was involved in 9/11
and doesn't mean i am going to blow everyone up.

enough with the names!
people are so rude;
it's annoying
 and unfair. 

 


i am so careless with life, 

and with everything. 
purely because its so pointless tiptoeing around;
you only live once, 
why waste it being careful
when you can enjoy it,
and live it being adventurous. 

 

i don't regret doing it.
i regret not thinking about the scars.
because its soo f*cking hard trying to cover them while wearing short sleeves.


 



you have to still care for her;
because she cares more than i do.


i told you that you didn't need to know.. 


you know who its for - 



im sorry that i said too much.

I told you; you wouldn't want to know. 
And i told you that you shouldn't know. 

im sorry for saying too much;

i know that i shouldn't have.

and sorry for making it worse;
more complicated. 
i regret that too.



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you know who this is for -


i want to cut ; 
and i want to scar. 
i want to feel something other than numb. 

i have broken too many promises, and kept too many secrets. 
blu tack saved my life , 
as well as you.
mainly you.

i was on the verge of death.
there was nothing to live for, 
nothing to hope for, 
just a blank canvas, 
a stupid life. 
a wasted life. 
a boring life. 

a plan to end it, 
a plan to leave a world that apparently hated me. 

i couldn't bare breathing;
i couldn't stand living. 
i wanted it all ended. 

i was right on the edge. 
the edge of life or death. 

life is always the better choice, 
but at the time;
life was the worst.

i don't want pity, for anyone that actually read this; 
i just really needed to vent. 
anyone i tell this too would flip. 
and probably kill me for even thinking it.
so this was really my only other option!

in the choice of life or death ;

i chose life, and part of me regrets it.


i ain't no rocket scientist;
but i'm not a complete idiot 
             - me 



i hate the guilt ; 
the guilt of knowing i had every chance to be there,
but instead i was selfish enough not to do anything, 
and to avoid it all together.


 
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