Ry, I miss you. Seeing Hunter at the beach was amazing. He liked me a lot. He wanted to sit by me at dinner and always played with me. I love that kid. He looks just like you. I wish I could bring you back, but I can't. It hurts to see your family hurting. We're hurting, but I feel so bad for your mom. I know you always picked on me, but I always had fun. Your brothers are taking over that job now. They're doing a good job. You'd be proud. After you died I always questioned if you actually loved me because of how much you did pick on me. I thought about it and I remembered all the little things you did, like when you came to our barns open house to see me. That meant a lot and I'm sorry I wasn't able to spend much time with you guys. By the time I wasn't busy helping or showing you already left.. The last time I saw you was Christmas day. We didn't spend much time together because you had to go to your other grandparents house, too. But then you left. You went back home. And that was the last time I saw you before you died. I didn't even get to say goodbye.. I love and miss you, Ry. We all do ♥
It's been harder and harder each day for my family to get through. Please pray for my aunt, uncle, and cousins to heal. I don't know how they get through, but they do and they are so strong for that.
thanks for reading if you did.
*conversation between my little cousin and me*- he's 3 years old.
Me: I will give you a dollar if you will take a picture with me
Hunter: No, five.
Me: No, one.
Hunter: *holding up five fingers* This many.
Me: *holding up one finger* No, this many.
Hunter: *pulling my fingers up one by one trying to make it five.*
I love this kid. ♥