peaceoutgirlscout1234

ok i know literally the only thing i ever post is a venting thing and its like every other year but i really need some advice right now and it would be amazing if you could help me
ok so there's this guy and i'm not really sure if i like him or not. He's a year older than me and he's super nice its just he's kinda weird. Anyways my "friend" (not really friend anymore) used to have a thing with him they never went out or anything but they just liked eachother and i guess she really liked him idk. So one day my "friend" decided that she would ditch this guy for some other guy who's really ugly. That's not the point of my story lol, the point is i'm not sure if i like him or not i feel like if anything were to happen between us we would get made fun of so much and that this "friend" would literally kill me or something.
I don't know this is kind of a stupid venting time but if you have any advice for me it would be awesome thank you for reading this lol bye

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Tell me I'm a screwed up mess, that I never listen, listen.
Tell me you don't want my kiss, that you need your distance, distance.
Tell me anything but don't you say is what you're missing baby.
If he's the reason that you're leaving me tonight.
Spare me what you're thinking.
Tell me a lie.
~ One Direction

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You're the reason I smile.

HE FINALLY TEXTED ME!!!♥♥♥

Ventinggg: You dont have to read but i kind of need help thanks:)

Well, if you haven;t read my last venting quote you wont really know who these people are but yeah so yeah....lol.
So, on saturday night I went to my friend Abby's birthday party and there were so many people there including my bestfriend who just moved out of state Sammi, my really good friend Nikki, the guy I like Jack, the guy I used to have a thing with Carter, the guy I used to have a HUGE crush on Alex, this one kid named Connor, and this one sophomore named RJ. PS: im a freshy:P and a lot more people but those were the people who are important in my story.
Anywaysss, it was like 50 degrees that night so Abby had two fires going and it was really nice to cuddle around the fire lol.
So when I first got there everyone was chilling inside but then we all went outside when we got oustdie there were these couches around the fire and i sat down next to Carter and my friend Vero. Then Vero got up and when Jack got there he came and sat next to me. We were just joking around and he put his arm around me and was keeping me warm. As more people got to the party Jack got up to go watch a football game. (he loves football hes quarterback for the varsity football team) Soooo, when he got up Alex came and sat next to me. He was getting really close to me and it was kind of nice to be that close with him again. Then he got up and the sophomore RJ came and sat next to me. Just letting you know RJ is really hot but like no one ever likes him...i dont really know why. But he came and sat next to me and he was being really flirty. Then he was like Katie, lets go inside and get some hot chocolate. so he held my hand a took me inside. He got me a Dr. Pepper because they were out to hot chocolate and took me back outside and we were just chilling outside dancing to music.
Then RJ found this other girl to chill with so I just started talking to Carter, then Carter was like bones made of jelly and he made me hold him up for like  200000 mins, lol not that long but you know.
So me and Carter were dancing and Alex comes up to me and throws this marshmallow at me. I tired to be flirty with him and i threw it back at him, well he caught it and threw it back and it hit my eye. He felt so bad that he gave me the biggest hug he ever gave me even when he liked me (yes he liked me) i just embraced the hug. LOL. 
So we were all just chilling and RJ walked up to me and we started talking and I was like omg Im so cold and he wrapped his arms around me and he was so warm and stuff. He was being really nice to me and stuff.
So, like at like 11 everyone went inside to watch the end of the football game and i was standing behind Jack and he got up and I sat in his seat when he came back he sat on my lap and i put my arms around him and everyone was like staring at us. He was being SO flirty with me and hes so nice and he smelled SO FREAKING GOOD. So he got up to get food and RJ came and sat on my lap and he was like being even more flirty. I was kinda freaking out because he kinda makes me feel uncomfortable but hes like nice i dunno. 
Anyways, he was like okay punch me in the stomach, so I did and he was flexing and he had like the nicest abs ever lol. So then he like took my hands and started playing with them and the next thing i new he was holding them. i mean WTF. i barely even talk to this kid.
So RJ got a text message from Connor who was on the whole other side of the room and it said Katie? and I didn't see what RJ replied but I looked over at them and they were giving me the most awkward smile ever.
Sooo, heres my problem. It seems to me like RJ always wants to get with me at like parties like a homecoming he was like that with me and then this party too, I dont like him at all but i dont really know if he likes me. Carter is really hot, and I mean I think at times we do like eachother i just dunno, Alex is so cute and nice and funny but my friend Allie likes him, and then there Jack who I like so much and hes really flirty with me but I think he has this feeling that I like RJ or something because he didnt like talk to me at all at the party. I just dont know
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!

Flirtationship; 
more than a friendship, less than a relationship.

You make me this.
Bring me up.
Bring me down.
Playing sweet.
Make me move like a freak.
Mr. Saxo Beat

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