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i don't think ...
i ever would've dated you
at the beginning of the year just by
glancing at you but you were in all of my classes
so it was impossible to not talk to you.
so at first we talked then you started sitting
at the same lunch table as me then
we started texting each other
& talking to each other on AIM
and i just completely fell head over heels for you.
its just that you were so sweet & funny though.
i couldn't help myself. we started dating then.
we walked home together after school
[even though you walked to your mom's work]
we started going skating on fridays & the movies and stuff.
we had our fights here & there but i kept telling myself
that they only made us stronger.
it felt like they did. we got so close
[holding hands, arms around my waist, hugging, kissing -cheek-]
it was absoultely incredible.
hard to explain in words.
i knew then that i was in love with you.
then all of a sudden she comes along. yes her.
you guys become good friends, & i mean good.
texting each other, singing in class,
paying more attention to her then me.
everybody could see it.
it hurt me. don't ask how, it just did...
Then one night at skating after we broke up
& got back together we were gettin very close.
we just sat there and talked...longer than usual.
it was amazing, i can't even explain how much i loved it.
then, i asked to see your phone cuz i love lookin at your pics.
after i looked at the pics on it i looked at your texts.
surprisingly [not]
i see most of them are from her.
i open the first one & read it.
my heart starts beating hard my head starts pounding
i can't even explain it. the text said that you wanted
to break up with me! before she broke up with her boyfriend.
which gave me the idea that
you were breaking up with me to ask her out.
i kno i sound pathetic but i love him & i only want him
to myself & thats why i got so mad.
[ i didnt want him with her ]
this is the fight i remember
the 2nd most. we fought about it then made up.
couple weeks later my birthday comes along
& you end up gettin me the most amazing gift.
a silver heart necklace. <3
i wore it everyday, anytime, everywhere.
[except the shower; of course]
i loved it. a couple weeks later comes
our band/orchestra trip. exciting i know.
we get there & you go wtih your friends to ride rides,
& i go with mine thinking we would get together
later to ride rides together.
i wait & wait & wait . nothing. nada.
you don't text once. i am mad.
no i am way past mad.
i am so freaken disappointed.
i would've thought you woud've wanted to ride
at least ride one ride with me.
IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND.
after pretty much the whole day
is over you figure out i am mad from people.
but guess what ; you don't care.
we get on the buses to go home & you
do something i would've never
thought you would do. especially to me.
you get 6 boys to text me saying its over
between me & you and that
im *&%*( &
im @#$$%^
& i should go to
$%$$#
well guess how that made me feel..
^&%&^$^&^*(&*(^&%^&$%
i cried the whole way home
[which only gave you & your friends pleasure]
im glad i had my friends there with me though.
& thats the fight i remember the most.
when i got home i cried & cried & cried.
[more pleasure for you]
i was crushed; broken; shattered.
i felt empty. & sadly after all that;
after all you did to me..i still love you.
even the whole 3 months i was dating you
[ the best 3 months of my life so far ]
people asked me " why him? you could have
somebody so much hotter and better"
you know what i said?
"i love him for whats inside. hes amazing "
& thats the truth.
i love you so much. i cant stop. its impossible.
"the heart wants what the heart wants"
no matter what; i cant' stop loving you.
i want you & only you.
i would do anything to have you back again.
i need you.
so there's the story.
nothing but the truth.

Thank you so much _cityofangels

thanks so much to fanartX3 !!! ;D

thanks so much CityLove5 !!

thanks so much FANxART !
need to save this
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i ever would've dated you
at the beginning of the year just by
glancing at you but you were in all of my classes
so it was impossible to not talk to you.
so at first we talked then you started sitting
at the same lunch table as me then
we started texting each other
& talking to each other on AIM
and i just completely fell head over heels for you.
its just that you were so sweet & funny though.
i couldn't help myself. we started dating then.
we walked home together after school
[even though you walked to your mom's work]
we started going skating on fridays & the movies and stuff.
we had our fights here & there but i kept telling myself
that they only made us stronger.
it felt like they did. we got so close
[holding hands, arms around my waist, hugging, kissing -cheek-]
it was absoultely incredible.
hard to explain in words.
i knew then that i was in love with you.
then all of a sudden she comes along. yes her.
you guys become good friends, & i mean good.
texting each other, singing in class,
paying more attention to her then me.
everybody could see it.
it hurt me. don't ask how, it just did...
Then one night at skating after we broke up
& got back together we were gettin very close.
we just sat there and talked...longer than usual.
it was amazing, i can't even explain how much i loved it.
then, i asked to see your phone cuz i love lookin at your pics.
after i looked at the pics on it i looked at your texts.
surprisingly [not]
i see most of them are from her.
i open the first one & read it.
my heart starts beating hard my head starts pounding
i can't even explain it. the text said that you wanted
to break up with me! before she broke up with her boyfriend.
which gave me the idea that
you were breaking up with me to ask her out.
i kno i sound pathetic but i love him & i only want him
to myself & thats why i got so mad.
[ i didnt want him with her ]
this is the fight i remember
the 2nd most. we fought about it then made up.
couple weeks later my birthday comes along
& you end up gettin me the most amazing gift.
a silver heart necklace. <3
i wore it everyday, anytime, everywhere.
[except the shower; of course]
i loved it. a couple weeks later comes
our band/orchestra trip. exciting i know.
we get there & you go wtih your friends to ride rides,
& i go with mine thinking we would get together
later to ride rides together.
i wait & wait & wait . nothing. nada.
you don't text once. i am mad.
no i am way past mad.
i am so freaken disappointed.
i would've thought you woud've wanted to ride
at least ride one ride with me.
IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND.
after pretty much the whole day
is over you figure out i am mad from people.
but guess what ; you don't care.
we get on the buses to go home & you
do something i would've never
thought you would do. especially to me.
you get 6 boys to text me saying its over
between me & you and that
im *&%*( &
im @#$$%^
& i should go to
$%$$#
well guess how that made me feel..
^&%&^$^&^*(&*(^&%^&$%
i cried the whole way home
[which only gave you & your friends pleasure]
im glad i had my friends there with me though.
& thats the fight i remember the most.
when i got home i cried & cried & cried.
[more pleasure for you]
i was crushed; broken; shattered.
i felt empty. & sadly after all that;
after all you did to me..i still love you.
even the whole 3 months i was dating you
[ the best 3 months of my life so far ]
people asked me " why him? you could have
somebody so much hotter and better"
you know what i said?
"i love him for whats inside. hes amazing "
& thats the truth.
i love you so much. i cant stop. its impossible.
"the heart wants what the heart wants"
no matter what; i cant' stop loving you.
i want you & only you.
i would do anything to have you back again.
i need you.
so there's the story.
nothing but the truth.

Thank you so much _cityofangels

thanks so much to fanartX3 !!! ;D

thanks so much CityLove5 !!

thanks so much FANxART !
need to save this
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