MY LIFE
IS FALLING APART.
my family is falling apart.
litterly.
My family goes to thereapy to try to get respect from
eachother.
I cry every time i walk into that room.
My dads old, has
diabeties, struggling with everything.
my moms annoying and bitchy.
i dont even talk to my sister that lives a room away from me.
im so insecure.
my sister's boyfriend is a diiiick.
I cant go to ANYONE with my problems.
We can barely afford anything.
my parents are in debt.
my nana died a few weeks ago.
i cry almost every night about the same damn things.
anything can make me cry.
people see the happy side of me.
i feel like im loosing all respect for myself.
i feel like im loosing everyone that enters my life.
i feel like im loosing every one of my friends.
i barely enough hope to get through the week.
my grades are getting worse in school.
i cant focus anymore.
im tired all the time.
i cant sleep.
i try to avoid contact/comunication with my family.
I just need support. someone to tell me everything's gonna be
okay, and isn't lying. someone who will be there for me no
matter what, even if its 2 o'clock in the moring.
Personality Quiz
Girlish
[x] I like at least one shade
of pink
[] I don't like being
messy
[x] My belongings are
organized
[ x] I don't like rock
music
[x] I like wearing
accessories
[x] Bright colors amaze
me
[ ] I hate black
[ ] I go to the salon once a
week
[x] I comb my hair almost all
the time
[x] I bring my phone with me
everywhere
Boyish
[x] I like wearing baggy
pants
[x] I play video
games
[x ] I like Akon
[x] I like wearing jackets with
hoods
[x] I'm too lazy to do
chores
[x ] I don't like shopping
unless it's for me
[ x] I would go bungee
jumping
[ ] I like being
sweaty
[] I'm a big fan of marvel
heroes
[] I always wear
perfume/cologne
Nerdy
[] I always carry a pen in my
purse or pocket
[ ] I enjoy studying
[ ] I wear glasses
[] I'm a straight-A
student
[] I've never skipped any
class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked
in
[] One of my favorite subject
is science
[] I like reading mystery
books
[x] My assignments are passed
in on
time
Emo
[] I am crazy about the color
black
[] I sit at the
corner
[] One side of my hair is
covering one of my eyes.
[] I like heavy metal rock
music
[] I have a lot of problems in
my life
[x] I don't talk
much
[] I don't have that many
friends
[ ] I barely have
fun
[] I barely go out with my
folks or friends
Childish
[x] I love to stare at the
ceiling for ten minutes
[] I sleep with a stuff
toy/pillow.
[x] I watch cartoons
[x] I love to invent words only
i understand
[] I sleep with a night
light
[ ] My parents are the ones who
choose my outfit.
[x] I'm scared of roller
coasters~sometimes...
[]
I like being with my family relatives
[ ] I take bubble
baths
I can't
do it anymore
I feel so out of place
&
life is just to awkward around people
it's as if, no it's like I don't belong
like it's not my place of being
I need to leave; to take a break
I need to disappear from this life
I need to feel appreciated&cared for&loved
not hated&like a piece of
trash&worthless