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Jennifer is my name!:) One day i would loooovvvveeee to become a writer but for now witty will only see this:) if you follow me i will follow ya backk!

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Anyone like to be in my story??:)) 
its upsetting when you lose someone but then you come to realize why you lost them in the first place and your fine, but you have a voice in the back telling you, you miss them

i look up to those people who are different, because if it wasnt for those people, we would ALL be the same,

Iv'e now understood what being popular was, its not about being hot, gorgous, or every guy wanting to be with you and people being fake towards you, its having those few friends that you love and are there for you thats when your considered popular....in my book

Born To Be Famous
                                     
Chapter 1
 
"Anne come on your going to be late for work!" Screamed Jill.
I was exhausted, only 2 hours of sleep and then working 8 hours today again but then going back to work later this night. I dont know how much longer my body could take this.
"O--okayy." I rolled onto my back. Jill opened my blinds and walked out.
I was thankful she was letting me sleep on her pull out couch until I could afford to live on my own.
Getting a job at 14 delivering papers to houses then working at fast food and now working two jobs being a waitress still cant pay all the bills.
I hopped in the shower, slipped into my clothes I wore yesterday, couldnt afford or have any time to wash it, so i had to deal with it. I had to make alot of sacrifices in my life.
While 19 year old girls got drunk every weekened, attended college, and drool over guys, i was doing none of that, my day consumed of pouring people coffee, and taking orders.
"Anne your five minutes late!" Gus called out to me as i nearly ran into the glass door.
"I know I know im sorry, no excuses."
"Just because your one of my hardest workers ill let this slide." He smiled at me, there was one thing i loved about Gus, is that hes's from Greace so you could barley understand what he said most of the time, but the sweetest man you could ever meet.
There was one thing my mom and dad taught me before they died, to always try your best in something because it'll always pay off. I follwed that moto, i put 110 percent in my work no matter what.
I put my purse and coat in the back room and began my daily routine.
Main Street had a little stage that anyone could go up there and sing, dance, ect, just show your talent. Everytime I worked the usuals that came in would cheer for me to go sing for them., but ofcourse i never would i have the worst stage fright. 
"Hey Anne how are you today." Peter was one of the usuals that came to the diner.
"Great, how are you Peter?"
"Oh you know this guy is doin better now that your here." He winked at me, and held his cup up for me to pour his coffee.
Work flew by thank god.
"Bye Gus see you tommorow!" I waved and went out the door.
I got about 67 dollars in tips so i wanted to go pick up cake mix since jills birthday was tommorow.
I walk into the grocery store and head down the isle that held the cake mix.
I grabbed strawberry with confettii frosting.
"Is this it for you?" A tall bulky brown headed boy asked.
"Yup."
I pulled out a ten expecting it to not reach past that.
"Alright 9.22" he starred at me carefully as i handed him the money. He pushed in hte buttons gave me my change and receipt. "Im sorry but did you go to Hillside High School?"
I grabbed my bag before i said anything, "Yeah?" Sounding confused, i didnt recongize him at all.
"Sorry to sound like a creep but I recongize you from the hallways, your the one that dropped out right and your parents died from the fir---" Before I heard those words I interupted him.
"Alright no, i got to go." I thought it was a little rude to be so upfront about it.
People wonder why im so shut out all the time. I dont ever talk about my parents thats a closed subject.
I was walking out and felt the bracelt Kit made me when i last visited her.
I sighed and walked back to the apartment.





 
Born To Be Famous
                                                                    Prolouge

"Annabelle Boosey Case 411!"
I walked in hearing my heels click against the floor. I grabbed onto my second hand me down jacket i got at the thrift store.
I took a seat infront of the judge.
"Stay down and dont say anything let me handle this." Whispered my lawyer.
I nodded in agreement because i was in no need to argue, I needed to win this case for me and Kit.
"So Annabelle, your here for Kit, your little sister correct."
I nodded bitting my lower lip.
"Well if im understanding you want full custidy of her? And your only 19 with no high school diploma, and temporaily staying with your friend? And working part time at Main St, and also at a Cafe shop?'' Hitting her pencil against the desk.
This was the first time ever being in a court room, and when she put my life like that, i sounded like a low life going no where. Someone who wasnt fit to take care of her little baby sister.
"Yes your honor." I spoke looking down.
"Well as much as I want you to take her with you today, your life isnt fit to handle a 5 year old, im sorry she'll be in a foster home for now..case closed!" She slammed her hammer against the desk.
I felt like someone slapped me in the face. My baby sister in the hands of a stranger? I cant let this happen.
I walk out of the court room.
"Im sorry Annabelle, just work hard enough and maybe you know one day you'll get her."
I nodded sitting on the bench to say goodbye to Kit. 
"Anne--ee!" I heard Kit running towards me.
She hugged me tightly.
"Hi baby girl" I could feel tears falling down. Social Security was standing infront of me now. I knew it was time to let her go.
Ofcourse she didnt understand what was happening all she knew was our parents were in a better place.
"I gotta go now, i love you sooo much." I opened my arms.
"How much?" She giggled. She loved playing this little playful games like this.
Im going to miss her laugh, she can easily get you out of a bad mood.
The girl from Social Services grabbed Kit's hands, i couldnt look at Kit as i heard her screaming my name.
I will get her back if it takes everything i got.

 

 

Well im going to start another story because i have NO readers, so hopefully this one will bring more readers if not ill keep trying!-Thanks to those who did read though <3 you guys!

Dreamofmine
Chapter 11

  
After we got done with dinner,  Rennie drove me home.
"Thanks for driving me home."
"Y-your w-welcome. Ill text ya later?"
"Oh yes." As i was leaning out the car, he grabbed my face and pecked my cheek.
I could feel my face get bright red, felt hot like sun hitting it.
I hurried up and stepped out of the car and headed to the door.
I closed the door, leaning against it.
"What are you doing?" I jumped at the sound of a males voice.
''Oh jeeze! just the person i was looking for."
It was Conner.
"Okay well I went out with this guy Renn.." Even before i could finish Conner interupted me.
"Wait before you say anything i----uhh got to go, i have this thing i have to do for your grandma. Talk to you later." He runs out and disppears out of sight.
"O-kay."
What was that? I didnt know what just happened but I thought i would just talk to him next time i seen him.
I walked into my room, grabbed some pajamas and took a shower.
bz bz bz
Thinking that it was Rennie who was going to text me it was an unknown number.
hey baby its Luke. I know you must think im a horrible person and having Cara text you but i thought you were better off without me...i love you stil..always will..
I dropped my phone and walked out of the room down to the beach.
Seriously, Luke now?
He lost his chance, he ended things and hurt me. I did still love him though. That was the bad thing. Should i text him or leave him be and make him felt what i did was the real question. 
I turned to the only friend i had Rennie. He said that he had work later in the night and i know that we just got done seeing each other but i needed adivce.
I walked into the restaraunt eyes open for Rennie.
I spotted him quickly with the blonde hair tan skin, extremely tall lean body.
I stood still watching him touch a blonde short petite little girls side then move further down. They oviously enjoyed each others company by the laughs i heard.
I felt a ping of jealously come over me. 
I moved slowly back hoping that he wouldnt notice me.
"Hey! looking for Rennie."
Ofocurse at a time like this i run into Lisa.
"No no no no no im fine i gotta go."
I book it out out of there and trip over a chair someone moved infront of me. I didnt bother looking back i  was nervous if he seen me because i was already embarraed for being there. I know that me and Rennie's relationship isn't serious but there was defintley something there and seeing him rub his hands all over another girls body is something that i did not want to witness.
I was tired of runnig i could see my house in the distance when i felt a pull on my wrist.
"Why did you run away?" Sounding out of breath, it was Rennie.
I yanked my hand back in tears from the drama that keeps happening.
"Look i dont want to be the girl that..''  was at lost of words. "that holds you back from flirting with other girls. I dont know if i just took the kiss onn the cheek as something different but i came here to talk to you about something but clearly your to busy." I turn around to walk away, i didnt want to continue this conversation i dont want to deal with anything at that point.
"Its not like that alright. Yeah i flirrt but.."
I help up my hand "Save it."
I turned back around and ran away this time as far as i could even past my house.





 

Dreamofmine
  Chapter 10

 
After the funeral we all left for my grandmas house. I rode with her because i thought it best to spend as much quality time as i could. Conner rode back with some people i didnt recognize or knew for that fact.
I was embarrased for what he seen.
I defintley didnt want to show my face..ever. He probley thought less of me now.
I was intent in my thoughts when i felt my phone buzz.
Rennie: Look i dont know what i did to deserve this, you ignoring me but i would like an anwser im sorry for texting you so many times but i do like you..
Oh my god i felt terrible! I forgot about him, i was so caught up in everything else i didnt even think to explain. I did think once in the hospital but Conner said he couldnt find it. Which i found the next day on my side dresser.
I was confused when he said alot of texts he sent me because this was the first one that i got from him.
I wanted to text him back to explain because honestely i was desperate for a friend.
Rennie! Im sorry about everything i swear its not what it seems i would never blow you off let me explain, how about dinner tonight? So i can explain and by the way this is the only text that i know of i havnt got anything else lol
I clicked sent and waited for a text back.
When we got back a couple people showed at the house, it was grandmas friends to keep her company.
Not really knowing if im going for dinner i slip out of the outfit i had on into a white sun dress with a pair of gladiator shoes.
bzz bzz
rennie:yeah ill pick u up just tell me where.

I text him my adress he told me he'd be here in 30 minutes becaues he had work later which was fine with me.
30 minutes later
I walked in the kitchen to find laughter and album books sprawled out with ladies in a circle, wine in there hands.
"Hey im going out for dinner be back later."
"A-lright b-careful" All her words seemed to slurr but i guessed on what she said.
I walk outside to see Rennie he had a great looking car. Ive always wanted a truck i feel more manley and not like a prissy girl you see now a days.
"Hey so choice of food?" He said looked at me before he pulled away.
"Hmmm something chicken so bonless wings anywhere?"
"Oh yes my kind of girl, i got the perfect spot." I pulled away and what only took 10 minutes we showed up at this country looking reatarunt.
"Hmm inviting" There was deer heads everywhere.
"Just give it a chance you'll never know unless you try." He stuck his tounge at me and i did it back. Felt like i was 7 again.
We ordered 30 wings, we split them we ended up liking the same kind of wings so ended up perfect.
"Okay so while were waiting nows ther perfect time to explain, my um grandpa i found out had cancer, that day when i came back he fell, went to the hospital and i was there all day i did think about you though i asled someone to go get my phone and well it wasnt there.."
"I texted you that night, a couple times actually." I took my phone out and checked through my messages, i showed Rennie he never did but then he showed me he did on his phone.
I was confused, i was confused when my phone was on that dresser to because that was my moms dresser and i would never touch it.
Did Conner hide my phone and delete the texts?
I had to at least ask.

 
Dreamofmine
                                                               
Chapter 9

The funeral was in the next five days and i could barley talk to anyone. I spoke maybe a sentence these last days. I couldnt help but think god was punishing me for acting the way i did. This opened my eyes. My grandpa said 'hed be watching me from heaven,' and i was going to make him proud.
"Hi darling" I was sitting down around the casket when my dad came and sat next to me. I nodded my head.
"Hes with your mom now, in a better place."
Yeah he was with my mom, but she could have easily been here.
"Dont be telling me that shes with grandpa, she didnt have a choice of dieing you killed her yourself." I couldnt belive the words that came out of my mouth, i walked away before i could see any of his face expressions or hear his response. I went to the bathroom, into a stall.
"I cant handle this anymore."i whispered and then dug around in my purse not being able to see through the tears, i felt around for my pocket knife. I took it out opened it and stuck it right up to my throat.
I was a hypocrite, i looked down to those who tried killing themselves, but i finally knew how they felt, weak, miserable, vulnerable. I kept losing people in my life. 
When i was about to pull back i hear footsteps and my stall slams open.
"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!" It was Conner, what was he doing in here? I looked right up into those blue eyes, dropped the knife "im sorry." i busted into more tears, he kneeled down and cradled me.
"I seen you run into the mens bathroom and was confused on what you were doing." I didnt even realize what bathroom i was in i just wanted to kill myself and get it done with. "Taking your life isnt something you should do like a time as this, your grandma needs you. I need you.."
I stopped sobbing and completely watering Conners shirt. I wipeed my nose with my shirt, "You need me?"
"Yeah i do." He looked away when he said this. "My moms, shes a drug addict and my dad left her when he found out when she was pregnant. Seeing you lose your mom and now your grandpa and not having a good relationship with your dad i kinda look up to you, i dont really have anyone and neither do you but you seem so strong by yourself..."
I couldnt belive what i heard. Im actually helping someone in there life?
"Im glad you told me that, and thanks for stopping me." I wrapped my arms around him and held him for the longest time.
"We should get going, people are gonna wonder where we are." He un wrapped his arms off me and helped me up. I walked out of the bathroom with him behind me not letting go of his hand. I spotted my grandma, in a chair infront of the casket, head down. I looked at Conner and let go of his hand and sat next to my grandma.
"Hey grandma." I put my hand on her leg, hopeing to ease the tension.
She looked at me with blood shot eyes, "I already miss him. I miss his laugh i miss his smile, he was the only man never to let me down. I didnt realize how much i really did love him." She paused before she continued then looked down again, "I cant stand being away from him, he was the love of my life." I could barley hear the last words she spoke. I pulled her face up to look at me.
"Look i love you more than i could tell you, you have me and WE will get through this." Her eyes filled with tears.
"Yes, yes i have you." She reached her arms around my back.
We will get through this, because now...i have two guradian angels watching over me.