pinklizzard1

For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others.
For beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.

He broke up with me this weekend. I'm torn apart. Thankfully we had a snow day today so I had a 'lil time to recover, I went to a movie and the mall. I decided this time...
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I'm not going to go to school in sweats, get fat on ice cream and chocolate. NO, this time I'm going to get some cute outfits and spend more time getting ready. I want him to see exactly what he let go.
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Hold me to it girls, he's not worth my tears or the hell the past few days have been even though I'm completely shattered on the inside, but the world will never know.
Im better off right?

But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I’d jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same.

No, you won’t do the same,

Thank you Bruno Mars

I couldn't have said it better myself.

Last Night he broke up with me. This morning I woke up thinking it was another nightmare, but when I picked up my phone to text him goo dmorning  I read our messages from last night realizing my worst nightmare was actually reality. My heart has been shattered in too many pieces to ever be perfect. The one good think in my life is gone just like that. I know this quote is ugly but I dont care. Before he was mine I suffered from depression. It was gone (for the most part) when he was here. Within one week my whole world collapsed before my eyes. My brother joined the army and worst of all Kyle isn't here. I slept for 1 hour because the rest I was curled up in a ball shaking. Who knew you could cry so many tears. I just know I would do anything to have him back. If your still reading this I love you. I have no one else to vent to.