of course god wants you to be happy, dont worry, sometimes we have to have some rain before the rainbow, try talking to your mom, if she doesnt want, tell her it's important and i'm sure she will say yes. Ignore those "friends" because no real friend calls you emo, a real friend should understand what you're going through. And i bet people you don't imagine will be sad if you take your life away, so don't do it. Life's worth it and you just have to be strong! YOU ARE WORTH IT and if you read this, i love you :)
i think thats what it means, that he'll think about giving you another chance. but if he cant trust you that you wouldn't do it and he can't see how upset you are that he doesn't believe you, ask yourself, "is he really worth it"?
i'm really sorry. but think about it. you dont need him. if he is just gonna believe some guy that u were cheating and not even confront you about it and ask if it was true its just not worth it move on to bigger and better things you'll be okay gorgeous =) lots of love ♥
tell him, look i wasnt cheating on you and if u love or loved me then you should believe me and if you dont then you obviously dont love me. if he doesnt believe you then hes not the one for you and your guy is out there somewhere you just have to look
this is NOT the way to go. stay strong, for your friends. they obviously really care about you. just take a break from everything. spend time with your friends. especially the one with the sister that has passed. she may be feeling the exact same way.
start over, show them how much better you are than them.
dont leave. please.
(: