pluvsmonkeys
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Wishing he was here..holding me close.
Joined: September 9, 2010
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: February 10
user id: 124479
Gender: F
Joined: September 9, 2010
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: February 10
user id: 124479
Gender: F
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The only reason I haven't killed myself is because of my friends and their help. Everyone needs one.. so if you need a friend send me an email:
littlemizzclutz@gmail
I got my witty sisters(:
littlemizzclutz@gmail
I got my witty sisters(:
About Me:
My name shall be Taylor, I'm fifteen years old but most days I swear I'm only three (:
I don't have any problems like my parents being divorced or any one being totally dead in my family. Which is part of the reason I feel so stupid saying this...but I'm messed up, I mean depression,anxiety,anoerxic messed up. But I know I'll be okay cuz I got my friends (:
My name shall be Taylor, I'm fifteen years old but most days I swear I'm only three (:
I don't have any problems like my parents being divorced or any one being totally dead in my family. Which is part of the reason I feel so stupid saying this...but I'm messed up, I mean depression,anxiety,anoerxic messed up. But I know I'll be okay cuz I got my friends (:
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A week ago I weighed myself, 105.7.
Today I weighed myself, 93.4.
Something is wrong.. maybe it's the scale...
Today I weighed myself, 93.4.
Something is wrong.. maybe it's the scale...
It never crossed my mind at
all,
It doesn't matter
anymore
That's what I tell myself My feelings toward you
What we had has come and gone You've moved on and I was to blind to see,
You're better off with someone else What you really meant to me...
It's for the best I know it is but I see you Noone to blame but myself
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside You're long gone
And I turn around, you're with her now, At least you're with someone else that makes
I just can't figure it out... You happier then I ever could
Tell me why you're so hard to forget At least I get to you smile...
Don't remind me, I'm not over it that's all that matters to me.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth You're happiness...
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you So this is it, my final goodbye...
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with her now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said and did
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand...
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
That's what I tell myself My feelings toward you
What we had has come and gone You've moved on and I was to blind to see,
You're better off with someone else What you really meant to me...
It's for the best I know it is but I see you Noone to blame but myself
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside You're long gone
And I turn around, you're with her now, At least you're with someone else that makes
I just can't figure it out... You happier then I ever could
Tell me why you're so hard to forget At least I get to you smile...
Don't remind me, I'm not over it that's all that matters to me.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth You're happiness...
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you So this is it, my final goodbye...
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with her now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said and did
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand...
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
You're
moving on...you're happier without me. Everyone can see it.
Why can't I just accept that you are not my forever no
matter what I want to think....
Maybe because I still want to be proven wrong.....
matter what I want to think....
Maybe because I still want to be proven wrong.....
It's
sad when a failed relationship causes an amazing friendship to
crumble.
It's even sadder when the person doesn't even care.
It's even sadder when the person doesn't even care.
I thought I meant more to you than this...... guess I was wrong
huh?
+ I don't know much about love,
I learned that from you.
I put every single thing that
reminded me of you into my closet. The penguin, the flowers, the
snoball locker dec, the Christmas card you gave me, and the picture
frame of us. All of that stuff was in my closet... I took it out
today. Putting that stuff away won't make my hurt any less,
pretending we never happened won't make me forget you or all
the memories. You may have forgotten but I won't... I never
will. So I'm going to stop pretending putting some meaningless
items into a closet will fix this. It won't. I'm going to
stop hoping every text message will be you. It's not. I'm
going to put on my big girl panties and deal with the fact that I
lost the best friend I have ever had. At least you're happy.
I logged on here to rant about my ex boyfriend and the guy I
thought he was and the people we have become when we are together.
I logged on to do that... But now that I'm here, with a blank
screen in front of me and the world at my finger tips.. I have
nothing to say... The tears I've cried for you could fill an
ocean.. The hurt I feel at what is lost could crush Kranos.. I
can't rant because I lost the words for what we had...
Breakups suck. They suck for the person doing the break up and
they suck for the person being broken up with. But I think the
worst part is that when a breakup happens it can never go back to
the way it was. It can never be as good as it was before or as
simple and as fun as it was during. But I guess that's why
it's called a break up isn't it, because it's broken.
The relationship is broken, it doesn't matter how long you
guys were friends or how much you promised no matter what nothing
would change. Whatever you two had is broken and it will never be
fixed. No amount of ducttape or gorilla glue or glue or hot cocoa
or anything will ever fix it. And that sucks. It sucks seeing the
person everyday and looking at them and remembering that it use
to be them that would hold you and kiss you and take all the pain
away. It sucks realizing that your late night texts won't
exist anymore, the hour long phone calls won't happen. It
sucks looking at the person and seeing how much they are hurting
and being able to do nothing about it. Putting it brief, break
ups suck. They suck when you cry yourself to sleep when they
originally happen, they suck when you see them for the first time
the next day, they suck when your anniversary rolls by, they suck
when you realize you miss them and will never have them back.
Breakups suck. I'm going lesbian.
ihaveneverfeltmoreworthlessinmylifethenyoumanagedtodoinahour....
I hope your happy, bringing your daughter to almost hurt the
butterfly. Bet your glad I still talk to him right now, if
not you should be
because he's the sole reason I
didnt.