poodlelomein35

Status: I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper <3
Joined: February 25, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: February 3
user id: 277789
Location: USA
Gender: F
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Sophia~16~Ballerina

Yeah...well I'm not really great at this kinda thing, so here goes. I basically come on here secretly to get away from everything. I hate myself, the person I've become and basically everything about me. I'm incredibly insecure and ugly and my music gets me through life. so...yeah thanks for checking out my page? :)

 
Other things:
ballet
NCIS
NCIS:Los Angeles

music


 
My Music:

Cheryl Cole~Dannii Minogue~ Girls Aloud~The Band Perry~Demi Lovato~Tulisa~Alesha Dixon
"Anything that's worth having is sure enough worth fighting for. Quitting's out of the question, when it gets tough gotta fight some more"
-Cheryl Cole
"Great dancers aren't great because of their technique-they are great because of their passion"

Comments by poodlelomein35

poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Thank you so much!! You have no idea how much this made my day!! <3
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to elliegeorgia98
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Hi :) anyone ever tell you that you look a lot like Miranda Kerr (the model)? Anyway, you make hilarious quotes and I basically stalked your account for the last half hour and you're really funny :). Hope you have an amazing day and never stop showing the world your gorgeous smile
Xoxo
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dolph* 1 decade ago to elliegeorgia98
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oh my god but she is perfecto and im like defecto but thank you!
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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I'm literally in tears right now this was seriously the nicest thing anybody has ever said...wrote I guess lol to me. You are honestly an amazing person, helping a stranger like me. Thank you so so SO much for taking the time to comment and bring a smile to my face OMG I'm so emotional right now over this. You are such a sweetheart and this is why I love this site-people like you. Your story is incredible and you are an inspiration to me. I don't know how many more times I can say it but thank you so much <3 you really have an amazing heart :)
Xoxo
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ay_baybay 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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It's people like you who remind me why I decided to turn my life around. I love to encourage people and help them in their brokenness. I read your bio, and I honestly find it hard to believe that you think you're ugly. No seriously. Your skin is flawless and your smile is to die for. Your eyes smile with your face. It makes me feel so blessed when a small act of mine makes such a difference in someone else's life. Self harm is something serious and painful and way too common. I promise that if you open up to those around you, many of them have been through or are going through the exact same thing. I was shocked by the number of people who had been in the same place as me. I don't know if you believe in Christ, but I'm going to say this anyway: you have been fearfully and wonderfully made. Even if you don't read the Bible, you should go read Psalm 139. It's all about a God who loves you and knows you and knew you before you were born. It's about a Father who would do anything for you and created you just the way He wants you. http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=psalm%20139&version=ESV here's a link. It's honestly one of the most encouraging things I've ever read.
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to forbetterorforworse1699
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I LOVE that Emeli sande song!
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lost dreamer* 1 decade ago to forbetterorforworse1699
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Ikr? Every line is just so da.mn perfect like I can't even.
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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I kid you not this literally made me tear up. I am so so touched by the fact that ou care thank you so much. You really have no idea that this means the world to me. I have major insecurity issues and I was born with a stutter when I speak. I wasn't always this way but when I realize that guys don't really go for the girls like me...well idk it just made me hate myself more. My parents and family are the other reason. All they err do us make me feel like I'm not good enough. They don't try to, but I always end up with a strong desire to just end my life. I realized that if some time in the future I ever tell someone about this period of my life, they wouldn't believe me unless I had the scars to prove what I went through. It sounds pathetic, I know, like I'm doing it for attention but I just want to prove something to myself I guess.
Anyway, like I commented, I can feel it becoming more and more urgent and I know I need to stop. I never thought about the health risks with scissors, I just picked up te first thing I saw. The thing is, I don't know how to stop. Nobody knows about it so there's nobody I can talk to that wouldn't lock me up in a mental facility. Cuz I don't need that. I just need someone to be there for me.
Anyway, thank you from the bottom if my heart for taking the time to comment. It really just made my day and reminded me that there are people who care, regardless of whether or not you know them personally. You are an amazing person with the kindest heart. Thank you <3 :)
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Well stay strong babe. I know things are pretty tough-believe me I do- but I promise you: you're perfect and you deserve happiness. If you ever need to talk I'm here :)
Xoxo
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Longsleevesandlies 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Thanks xx You too
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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I'm going to guess it means you cut your wrists and live behind a world of lies? I cut too, just so you know. And I understand the whole lying thing-I lie everyday by faking a smile and pretending I'm happy. Idk if this is what you meant but its my take on it :)
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Longsleevesandlies 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Yeah :')
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Longsleevesandlies 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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This is exactly what I meant :')
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Well stay strong babe. I know things are pretty tough-believe me I do- but I promise you: you're perfect and you deserve happiness. If you ever need to talk I'm here :)
Xoxo
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Longsleevesandlies 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Thanks xx You too
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Wow that thank you for breathing one made my day :) thank you for being super sweet, thank you for being amazing, and thank you for making fantastic quotes <3
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Chris* 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Aw you're adorable (:
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to MatthewD
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Why am I seeing all these comments by girls? Oh, cuz this account is just a way to flirt with girls on this site. That's right. Sorry but some of us on her come on here to express ourselves and talk with others who feel the same way, by use it as a chat room. All these quotes trying to get girls, it disgusts me
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to sophxoxo
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Hey gorgeous!! Thanks for the follow. You're so pretty by the way :)
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Aw thank you!! <3
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steffykins 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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anytime :)
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Different cultures haha kind of. Well props to you for standing up for what you believe in!
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to steffykins
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Hey you are so pretty!! Your eyes are stunning! :)
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to Shelbayy17
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Heyy you are so pretty!! Like seriously your eyes are stunning! :)
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Brown_Eyed_Wonder* 1 decade ago to Shelbayy17
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They're just plain brown..nothing special there.
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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I know! Especially at school. Idk what your school is like but at mine, literally everybody is having . Like its high school, so people are like thinking they're grown up and stuff and trying to be cool. And if you turn down a hookup you're considered a prude or a goody goody and everyone talks about you and why you're following your beliefs. It's so annoying -_-
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Morganne* 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Darling I live in Jamaica where the age of consent is sixteen and boys literally tell me that as soon as I reach sixteen we're going to hook up. And it's weird and just no. I believe in inside of wed-lock. And when I tell them that they just laugh. -.-'
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Different cultures haha kind of. Well props to you for standing up for what you believe in!
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Aw thank you :) yeah it's pretty cool to see that I'm not the only one on here who gets so uncomfortable when I see these quotes hating on Catholics and stuff. Catholics unite!! :D
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Morganne* 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Honestly, we need to:). I'm tired of getting crud online and in real life about my beliefs. :/
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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I know! Especially at school. Idk what your school is like but at mine, literally everybody is having . Like its high school, so people are like thinking they're grown up and stuff and trying to be cool. And if you turn down a hookup you're considered a prude or a goody goody and everyone talks about you and why you're following your beliefs. It's so annoying -_-
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Morganne* 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Darling I live in Jamaica where the age of consent is sixteen and boys literally tell me that as soon as I reach sixteen we're going to hook up. And it's weird and just no. I believe in inside of wed-lock. And when I tell them that they just laugh. -.-'
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Different cultures haha kind of. Well props to you for standing up for what you believe in!
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Aw thank you <3 but you have no business calling me pretty when you're as stunning as you are :)
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to That_Nice_Girl_On_Witty
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I love the idea of this page! It's so cool to see someone who just genuinely wants to make somebody else's day for nothing in return. Thank you again for making me smile!!
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That_Nice_Girl_On_Witty 1 decade ago to That_Nice_Girl_On_Witty
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Thank you so much! And no problem, it was my pleasure, gorgeous! :)
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to CaoimheOCallaghan
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I LOVE YOUR PROFILE PIC!! I do ballet and my best friend does Irish step! :)
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Caoimhe* 1 decade ago to CaoimheOCallaghan
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Thank you! That's so cool ^_^
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poodlelomein35 1 decade ago to poodlelomein35
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Aw thank you so much <33 you're gorgeous yourself! :)
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