She can't explain her feelings for
you,
even though she tries.
Her friends can't seem to
understand,
why you make her cry.
You decide to send a text,
every few months.
And explain,
you have always had feelings for her.
She goes and gets her hopes up again,
praying things might go back
to the way they were.
Boy..
She can't explain how she really feels,
because you wont say what's on your
mind.
You have got a plan that she can't figure out,
but she wont give up cause you are one of a
kind.
There's millions of
guys,
she could be dating.
instead she's thinking about you,
just sitting around and waiting.
Honestly,
you play her like its a game.
How can you live with yourself,
and not feel shame?
In the end it comes down to her loving you,
but the worst part is..
All along you knew
For one of the strongest girls i know ♥
We started
off just
friends,
which was fine with me.
Everything seemed perfect,
we were happy as could be.
As we got to know one another,
more and more each day.
Our feelings
quickly grew,
there's so much i wanted to say.
We began to talk a lot,
there's stuff i wanted to share.
You listened to everything i said,
you always seemed to care.
I used to be
'your girl'
and almost everyone knew.
If they messed with me,
they'd have to deal with you.
One of your friends was jealous of us,
and that's what caused the fight.
Its been awhile now,
we haven't spoken the same since that night.
I miss the way things were,
i wish there was something i could do.
I want to go back to the time,
when i meant everything to
you.
Me: (to best
guy friend)
What's it like for a boy to fall in love?
Best guy
friend: I don't know. Every part of you wants
to see her. To be with her. To comfort her, and only her. You
want to do anything physically possible to make sure that
she's the happiest girl in the entire world, and you'd do
anything to make her that way. You cant stop thinking about her
even if you wanted to, which you don't because it feels
too good to do so. This leads to not being able to eat, sleep, or
dream correctly because she fills you with butterflies. When you
do get to see her, your day instantly brightens up and you have a
hard time concentrating on anything else. She makes you feel
like life's absolutely worth living and she gives you a
reason to smile day after day. There's no feeling in the
world that comes remotely close to it.