preciousgreenstar

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Joined: February 28, 2010
Last Seen: 4 years
Birthday: August 15
user id: 102548
Gender: F



My name is Adelina; you can call me Adel or Lina.
Follow me @ metalkisses.tumblr.com


 

 

Quotes by preciousgreenstar




宝贝,不需要安慰我的时候,不要安慰我。
Dear, do not comfort me when you do not need to.
因为您给我的爱真的太多了。
For you love me too much.
我是否能不能活如果没有你了?
Can I live without you?
答案,是,我能,可是我会获得好痛苦。
My answer, yes, I can, but I will live in agony and pain.
你还记得吗?
Do you remember?
我告诉你,如果我们彼此其中一个要走了,让我先告别。
I told you if one of us is going to leave, let me leave first.
而这样我就会感觉比较好因为我知道我不会没有你在。
So I will feel the least of pain for you are here.
其实,我也不担心你一个人,没有我在你身边的时候。
Honestly, I am worried if you are alone.
Alone without me by your side.

 
I am sorry, my love.
I should have told you earlier.
- A







If you were a teardrop,
My love, I'd never cry.
For fear of losing you,
I'd keep you safe in my eye.

If you were the wind,
I would run right by your side.

If you were the moon,
Then my love, I'd be the tide.

If you were a flower,
Then I would be your sun.

If you were a raindrop,
I'd catch every one.

If you were a great fish,
I would dive through all the waves.

If you were a precious diamond,
I would search through all the caves.

If you were a bird,
I'd leap up into the blue,
I'd grow a pair of wings,
And I would fly away with you.



Because I know I'll never be the girl that you'll be saying "I do" to.
Because I know I'll never be the girl that you'll be putting a ring on the ring finger.
Because I know I'll never be the girl that you'll be having kids with.
B
ecause I know I'll never be the girl that you'll be holding hands with.
Because I know I'll never be the girl that you'll be taking the first kiss away from.
Because I know I'll never be the girl that you'll be loving for life.
Because I know I'll never be the girl that you'll be a family with.
B
ecause I know................................you already have her.
I want to look pretty.
I want to look pretty for you.
But you're still looking at her.
You're not looking at me.
If you're not interested in me anymore, please tell me.
Please don't leave me hanging.
Please just tell me.
Since young, I wasn't really taught by my parents on 'how to love'. Life used to be very easy for me as we could afford to buy anything we wanted without complaints. I basically just did anything I wanted to, it was easy; but coming to reality right now when I'm becoming older, it's hard to accept people's love. I've rejected many, I've given many, I've learnt a lot. I've tried to be a good person, it didn't help much - I got betrayed, got played, got cheated, got fooled; and then I became a bad person, it was great - made enemies with many and I had friends whom actually are still friends with me since young. I tried being a nicer person again, but however with me doing so, things don't go the way I want them to, you know? I had to overcome being lied to and being fooled, it's not so nice. Once, I felt like I've begun to like this significant other, so I took a chance into talking to him, trying to make friends with him, trying to make him comfortable talking to me; I had to be nice. But you know what? He demanded for things, things I couldn't give. I tried so hard to avoid some topics I wouldn't go through with him, I tried so hard, but he just kept coming and coming. Demanding, for more...and more. Trust, is hard. Being nice is such a misery, I'd always have to remind myself not to hurt anyone's feelings, but now, I really can't. When people are too nice, other people treat it as an advantage to take over. I really don't know to whether be nice or not.
A
Emotional pain lasts for 10 to 20 minutes.
Anything longer is actually self inflicted by over thinking, making things worse.
You cannot move forward or transform if there are road blocks or walls that you need to get through first.
I have problems sleeping at night.
I don’t have anything that I can give you, but I'm missing you.
I can’t even tell you how much I love you, but I’m missing you.
I can’t even wish for you to be mine, but I’m missing you.


So I push you away, because I'm a person who has nothing but my own heart.